A girl called Grace.Love me or hate me,I'm still gonna shine.I love myself more than what u can imagined but somehow,i like not only to be loved,but to be told that i am loved.What can i say? I'm just different.
Suddenly got the urge to blog because i've got lots of thoughts in my mind and i don't know who to share with now so i choose to blog and express everything out. Parents is not at home and i'm always alone at home on sunday. I'm getting used to it already. Most of the time stayed at home during the weekends as i don't like crowded places. Boyfriend is sleeping right now so i've got nothing to do now. Been watching Gossip Girl but mood swing suddenly so i've stopped. Shall talk about all my thoughts here since no one is willing to be my listener. I guess i don't have a listener at all? And that is why i'm always feeling depressed because i keep my thoughts to myself. At least i still have a boyfriend who always listen to me.
Been together with the boyfriend for 8 months plus. But all the while,we're in long distance relationship. I never let him go and i trust him with all my heart because i love him. He's the one that i'm looking for and i don't want to lose him because he mean alot to me. He's a good man who take care of me and love me just like how much i love him. We share everything together although we're far away. But it's tough that we're far away. We can't be with each other all the time. We could hardly be together. And now it's May,he should be coming back for summer holiday. But due to some reasons,his dad doesn't want him to come back and insist to asked him to work there. Which means that he might not come back for summer holiday anymore. Why must this happened? Why is it so hard to see each other? So what can i do? His dad wants me to persuade him to stay there and work. I'm in a hard situation right now. I don't know how. I want him to come back so much and now his dad asked me to persuade him to stay there? I don't know how! I'm so depressed and sad right now. I want him so badly :(