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Semester 5!

2010-10-04T21:26:00.002+08:00

Hello people! I've changed my blogskin again. Something wrong with the previous blogskin and now i need to change a new one. I'm not really satisfied with it but never mind. I don't really care about the blogskin anymore. I just wanna update more about myself in this blog. If this blog is interesting,i'm sure there's no problem with the blogskin right?

Anyway today is the first day of semester 5. Been studying in Raffles for 1 year and apparently i love my college life. Although not many people in this college but i enjoyed studying there because i'm studying the course that i love the most. Besides,i've got awesome friends you know? I have Suwanky to talk to me and study with me all the time. I also have Jez and Cynthia which was really awesome and i'm happy to be with them! Anyway i had only 2 subjects for this semester which i think is too little. I only have to attend classes on Monday and Tuesday. This is real boring. At last,i made a decision to take another subject for this semester which is on friday. So now i have Fashion Advertising,Style & Trends and Academy Research & Communication Skills for this semester. Hopefully i can handle it and i must work hard so that i can do well!

Let's see what else to update myself. Wel,i've been to Zouk twice in this 2 weeks. I guess i'm addicted to club again. Oh wait,it should be addicted to Zouk only. The best place to club in town is just Zouk. Besides Zouk, I don't think there is any nice club in town. Anyway i enjoyed my clubbing night with all my beloved babes and also the boyfriend before he went back to UK!

He left again..

2010-09-30T22:10:00.002+08:00

Today is the 30th of Sept,which is the day he left me alone here again and went back to UK for studies. From now on,i'm gonna be all alone again. He's still on the plane now but i'm already missing him so badly. HOW!? Seriously i miss all the days being with him together with all the laughter and jokes we shared together. We had so much fun teasing each other and making fun of each other. We spent almost all the time together. We went for trips,eat from day till night,shop everywhere and do whatever things that we wanted to. We watched football together even though i'm not really interested. He prepared everything for me and drive me to school whenever i have class. He accompany me to study for test,quiz and exams. He accompany me to sleep whenever i'm tired. He tidy my room and clean my table all the time to make sure it's not messy. He'll take good care of me during my PMS. He makes funny faces whenever i'm moody or angry. He will hug me and kiss me whenever i'm pissed off at him. We did argue some time but this shows that how much we care for each other and how much we love each other. We went through lots of obstacles until we both almost collapsed. But we both were so strong and we went through everything together. We never give up each other because we truly love each other. We spent our 1 year anniversary together and we had really sweet memories all this while. He is the one who can bear with my attitudes. He tolerates everything and he had the most patience whenever he's with me. He gave me everything that he could. He tried his very best to give me the best and making me love him more and more. He is the one who knows all my secrets and thoughts. He is the only one who can understand and be with me when i need him. He made a handmade card for me during our 1st year anniversary. I felt so touched for what he had done. Although the card is not nice or well design but it's totally all from his heart. All the words that he said truly melts my heart. He even gave me a bouquet of flowers one day before he left. He put so much effort just to make me happy and i'm glad to have him as my boyfriend. He's the best boyfriend i ever had and i never wanna lose him. He's too good for me and there's no one who can replace him.

Baby,

Thanks for being such an awesome boyfriend to me! Thanks for all your love and i truly appreciate what you had gave me. I'm so lucky to have you in my life and there's only 3 words to describe which is I LOVE YOU

Take good care of yourself and i will see you next year! Be a good boy and don't forget our promises! Goodbye baby!

EXAMS!

2010-09-20T00:02:00.002+08:00

Finally,3 months had passed and i'm gonna have finals start from tomorrow. Kinda worry about my exams as i don't wanna fail any single subject. I wanna pass all the subjects. Don't have to be high marks but as well as i pass then that's already enough. And I fucking must pass my Accounting and Economics paper as i really detest these 2 subjects to death. On the other hand,i'm going to resit Fashion Marketing which is totally a shit as well which i hated it much! Tomorrow will be Visual Merchandising exam and i'm so nervous now. This subject wasn't an interesting subject,therefore i don't really like it and i think i skipped a lot of VM's classes. But anyway,hopefully i can do everything well and finish my exams! I can't wait for my sem break seriously. That is the time which i don't have to think about school,assignments,homework and blah blah blah. I only have to sleep,eat and enjoy my days! Isn't this happy? Whatever it is,all of you just wish me luck okay!? Pray hard i can do well in my exams :)

Well,i've been really upset lately. I keep everything in my heart and i felt so heartache. I heard too much from him and he's really a piece of shit. I can't bear with this anymore. Why must you make things so complicated? Why must you care much? I really don't understand. I feel like dying. I can't do anything but just cry and keep everything inside my heart. I felt so heartache all the time and i seriously got no idea on what should i do anymore..sigh!

I need to cool down :(

Jay Chou Live in Malaysia 2011

2010-09-18T13:01:00.002+08:00

Do we really need to introduce the reigning king of hip and hop and R&B in Taiwan? No, scratch that, in Asia.

Jay Chou returns to Kuala Lumpur as a part of “The Era” World Tour, which kick-started in Taipai in June 2010, and Malaysia is part of the itinerary for 5th March 2011 at Bukit Jalil Stadium Putra.

With more than 350 music awards under his belt, Jay Chou is expected to raise the bar further as a performer in Asia with “The Era” tour. Expect multiple costume changes, spectacular stage and visual effects and beautifully choreographed dance routines and stage presence.

Jay Chou “The Era” 2011 World Tour – Live in Malaysia

Date: 5th March 2011

Time: 8pm

Venue: Bukit Jalil Stadium PutraTicket prices to be announced at a later date

It’s still a long way to go but we’re releasing the news now because we’re THAT excited! Bearing in mind that the Singapore leg of the concert for all three consecutive shows sold out within 2 hours, would you get tickets this far ahead of the concert?

Never say goodbye!

2010-09-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

This is the picture of my silly boy and ME!

This gonna be a very EMO post and you know why? Because the feeling is coming. The feeling of being apart is coming and i can feel it now. The feeling that i detest the most is coming nearer and nearer. I know this day will come one day and i just don't know how to face it. But no matter how much i try to avoid it,i still have to face the fact. What can i do? I've got no choice but to accept the fact. I can't lie to myself anymore. I'm trying to make myself happy each and everyday and treasure all the moments being with you.

Today is tuesday,you're going back on next wednesday which is only left one week. Supposedly he is going back on 22nd of Sept but due to his visa extension,he might delay his flight until he get his visa. But who know's? He might get it tomorrow or the day after tomorrow? Or even one day before 22nd? I always hope that he can get his visa as late as possible but i'm not giving so much hope because i don't wanna get so much disappointment. I just don't know what to do now. No one understands my feelings and i wonder,who will ever care about me when he gets back to UK? I don't wanna know either because i don't dare to think about it. Life's gonna be so dull and boring without him once again. No one is going to pampered me like a princess anymore,being silly with me,eat and drink with me,laugh and joke with me,argue here and there with me,and so much more...sigh!

I'm gonna hide under my blanket and cry already :(

Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-10T12:32:00.002+08:00

This is the retarded picture of me. I've got nothing to do so here i am to post this stupid picture of me! Anyway Selamat Hari Raya to all the muslims and enjoy your raya holidays. As for me,i love raya a lot and you know why? Because there's so little cars on the road and no traffic jam. Don't you think it's awesome? Therefore,i love raya a lot! How i wish i can have classes during raya because i don't have to get stuck in the traffic jam..hehehe!

Anyway everyone in Malaysia gonna enjoy the 3 days holidays. As for me,i'm gonna spend my 3 days holidays with the boyfriend and parents. Gonna watch Resident Evil tonight with the boyfriend and my friends. Tomorrow gonna be one day trip with my family and this sunday gonna be me and my baby as it's our 1 year anniversary. I can't wait to spend my holidays with my loved ones.

I can see most of my friends around me are going to Singapore for vacation. Sounds excited huh? Everyone is going for Universal Studio and blah blah blah. I feel like going too. Guess i must plan for my Singapore trip as well...hehe!

I just got a news from my friend saying that a friend of mine had passed away on 9.9.10! I still cannot accept the fact. He used to be a very good guy and he always brought us to club and now he just gone all of a sudden. Rest in peace Martin Poon.

Goodbye!

Back to club!

2010-09-05T16:13:00.002+08:00

Hello people! I'm back to blog again. I promise myself that i must blog more so here i am? Anyway it's sunday so where you guys headed to? Well,I went to breakfast with the family. The boyfriend joined us as well and he went home after breakfast. Then the mummy suggested to go shopping. She is the one who invited me so why not go? It's been a long time since i bought clothes so now it's time to shop again since it's SALES everywhere right?

Went over to MidValley and I spent most of the time in Zara,Topshop and Miss Selfridge that's all!! And now i'm pretty satisfied with my stuffs. Besides that,I think i must start to hunt for dress for my sister's wedding on December. I totally forget about it! I must hunt as soon as possible or else i don't get any dress on that time.

Let's get back to last week. So guess where i went last week? I went to club with the boyfriend and my 2 babes! It's been a long long time since i last met my babes and now finally got to meet them and i miss going clubbing with them! We had so much fun and Belinda is always my best dancing partner! I definitely had fun with them. It was my first time going to club with the boyfriend as well. Pity him because he don't really drink and dance so what he did was just sitting there and look around..harhar! I was half drunk after we came out and he took good care of me and make sure i'm alright. I love him hell lots <3

OH NO!

2010-08-30T22:27:00.002+08:00

Ohmygod! I know my blog is rotting like dont-know-how-many-years already and i'm so sorry. I'm just so lazy for don't-know-why and i know i should have just shut down my blog but i just don't want to do that because i've been blogging for so many years. I'll try my best to update more and hopefully i can do it.

Well,the picture above is the current me. FYI,i've been gaining weight and almost everyone said that i'm getting fatter already. This was the first time i heard people saying that i am fat..FML! I'm in deep shit now. I'm gonna start my diet plan from tomorrow onwards. Which means no more eating so much until i'm back to my tiny and petite size. I'm not gonna spend so much on food or eat anything i like anytime! I must eat as little as possible! Fingers crossed that i can be petite once again as soon as possible yeah!?

So what's next? I just came back from Penang and had lots of food at Penang..harhar! That is the only thing you can do at Penang. Nothing much you can do except of eating. So spent 4 days 3 nights there with family and relatives as well as the boyfriend. Had so much fun and hopefully we'll be there again.

Talking about boyfriend,he's going back on the 22nd of September and i don't know how i would live without him once again and i don't know how sad i could be on that time. I dare not to think about it because i don't wanna shed a tear. Whatever it is,i knew the day would come so just let the day come itself and hopefully i can take it.

Today is 30th of August which means tomorrow will be our country's 53rd Independence Day yeah!? So Happy Independence Day to Malaysia!! September is coming and semester break is coming..woohooo! :D

XOXO

Happy Birthday!

2010-07-04T22:36:00.003+08:00

It's HER birthday today. Glad that i still have a chance to celebrate her birthday together and also glad that she's getting more and more happy as she got her love one to celebrate her birthday this year. Guess this is the best present she ever had in her life. Anyway hope that she enjoyed her 19th birthday and all the best in her future. Be a happy girl always. I love you bessie. XOXO

Waka waka!!

2010-07-02T19:17:00.003+08:00

Hello people! I'm back to blogging again. I decided to blog as i'm having holidays now yet i found that most of my friends started to blog again so i don't wanna abandon my blog as well. And i realized that i've been blogging for 3 years? Can you imagine time passes so fast? 3 years ago i was still a secondary student and now i'm now a college student. What will happen 3 years later?

Anyway, i've been doing nothing lately. I'm currently having one week holiday before my next semester starts. One week holiday is just not enough at all right? Can i have more holidays please? How i wish i'm still a secondary student as i can have long long holidays. Next semester will start next week. FYI,next semester is not a good thing for me as i gotta retake 2 subjects which i've not attend the finals. Therefore,i need to study and retake Accounting and Economics subject again..sigh! I need to face Accounting again which really drives me crazy. Can anyone help me? I just wanna get out of Accounting subject. Well,i've got 3 days of class for next semester which is Monday,Tuesday and Thursday. Tuesday will be my worst day as i got 5 hours of Accounting class..sigh! Let's forget about studies as i hate it the most. I should not talk so much about studies in my blog.

It's a brand new month,JULY! Life's been a bitch to me lately and there's something that really makes me feel so disappointed and depressed but i can't do anything. I've tried my best to put so much effort on it but seems like it doesn't work. Guess i should just let it be as they just don't appreciate it. Now i believe people change easily and now i finally know. No matter how sad i am,things will still remained the same. What i can do is to rely on myself and be happy with what i have now. The boyfriend is coming back soon. 11 more days and i'm gonna see him again. I can't wait to see him again. Gonna plan lots of activities when he's back to Malaysia.

11 more days to go :)

Officially missing you

2010-06-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

This week will be the last week of class for Semester 3. Finally finished my Semester 3 and i'm gonna be in Semester 4 next month. It's really fast and i can't wait to graduate as soon as possible..haha! Anyway next week is going to be my finals which means that these 2 weeks will be assignments due date. I can feel the stress already..omg! So much things to do yet so little time can!? I really can't wait to finish my exam and i can fly like a bird again yo! This semester is counted as a relaxing semester and i'm sure next semester is going to be a tough one. But it's okay, i just wanna finished my advance diploma as soon as possible. So people,please wish me luch that i will pass all my exams for this semester aite?

Well,the cousin sister from Singapore is coming to KL to visit me right after my exams. She is coming right after my exams okay? See how sweet she is and i just can't wait to meet her up and bring her around. Most probably, we're going to Penang as well to visit our relatives with our parents..yay! I can eat till i drop again..HAHA! And now i've got someone to accompany me to spend my semester break already..yay! Not to forget,the boyfriend is coming back on next month as well. It's exactly one month and i can't wait to see him. You guys just don't know how much i miss him. He's the one who accompany me all the while when i was alone and bored. He never leave me alone unless he needs to work. I really can't wait for him to come back and we gonna enjoy our sweet time together.

Anyway i shall stop here, i'm feeling hungry already but i must not eat at this time so i think i need to sleep. So good night people! XOXO

JUNE!

2010-06-01T22:50:00.002+08:00

In a blink of eye,it's already June now. I know i neglected my blog most of the time but i still keep my blog alive. At least i still blurt out some shits to my blog just to entertain you guys but i know there wont be so much readers anymore as my blog is always dead. But never mind,blog is for me to spread my feelings,thoughts and whatever shits i want to say.

As far as i've planned,June is going to be an assignment and exam month as my finals will be coming on 21st of June. Since finals is coming,which means that all the assignments due date will be on the exam week as well. As for now,i gotta rush my time to finish all the assignments so that i got the time to study for my finals. Hope i wont be that sluggish anymore procrastinating and wasting my time. After finals,it's time for holidays! As usual,it's gonna be one week holiday only but honestly i had a very relaxing semester for this 3 months. I only have 2 days of classes for every week and basically i don't really feel stress this semester. Hopefully next semester will be a relaxing semester as well..harhar!

The boyfriend is coming back on July and i'm super duper happy because i'm gonna see him real soon. But i still gotta wait for a month. Furthermore,he's gonna work for a month before he comes back from Manchester. Then we wont have much time to chat for this month..sigh! I hope June will pass as fast as possible and i just can't wait for July. The boyfriend is going to get me a toy poodle dog and i seriously can't wait for it. He wants me to have the responsibility to take care of it. I'm a lazy ass to take care of myself already and i can't imagine how can i take care of a dog..LOL!

Anyway i shall stop here since i don't know what to blurt already. I'm still waiting for the boyfriend to come back while i'm doing nothing. I really can't live without the boyfriend :(

Thoughts #1

2010-05-23T14:30:00.004+08:00

Suddenly got the urge to blog because i've got lots of thoughts in my mind and i don't know who to share with now so i choose to blog and express everything out. Parents is not at home and i'm always alone at home on sunday. I'm getting used to it already. Most of the time stayed at home during the weekends as i don't like crowded places. Boyfriend is sleeping right now so i've got nothing to do now. Been watching Gossip Girl but mood swing suddenly so i've stopped. Shall talk about all my thoughts here since no one is willing to be my listener. I guess i don't have a listener at all? And that is why i'm always feeling depressed because i keep my thoughts to myself. At least i still have a boyfriend who always listen to me.

Been together with the boyfriend for 8 months plus. But all the while,we're in long distance relationship. I never let him go and i trust him with all my heart because i love him. He's the one that i'm looking for and i don't want to lose him because he mean alot to me. He's a good man who take care of me and love me just like how much i love him. We share everything together although we're far away. But it's tough that we're far away. We can't be with each other all the time. We could hardly be together. And now it's May,he should be coming back for summer holiday. But due to some reasons,his dad doesn't want him to come back and insist to asked him to work there. Which means that he might not come back for summer holiday anymore. Why must this happened? Why is it so hard to see each other? So what can i do? His dad wants me to persuade him to stay there and work. I'm in a hard situation right now. I don't know how. I want him to come back so much and now his dad asked me to persuade him to stay there? I don't know how! I'm so depressed and sad right now. I want him so badly :(

SO UPSET!

It's my BIG DAY!

2010-05-12T01:24:00.004+08:00

I'm officially 19 now! In a blink of eye,i've turned 19 this year. Anyway had a very memorable birthday with my friends this year. It's just a normal and simply celebration. I just wanna celebrate my birthday with my friends. Therefore,i decided to organised a birthday dinner with my friends. Glad that my friends attended my birthday dinner. On the other hand,I'm disappointed and depressed as well because some of them just couldn't turned up. I'm really happy to see my friends turning up and celebrated my big day. Thanks everyone for coming to my birthday dinner and also thanks for all the presents.

Although i'm happy to see all my friends but there's something that i feel depressed as well. Two persons that is really important in my life. The one i care and love the most which is the boyfriend and the bessie. The boyfriend was at UK so we couldn't celebrate birthday together. Although we're far away but he still tried his best to make me happy. He even gave me a surprise by delivering a bouquet of flowers to me. I'm really happy for what he had done and putting so much effort in this relationship. I truly appreciate you and thank you for being with me whenever i need you. You never leave me alone no matter what. You saw me crying because of someone and i know you're tired of comforting me but yet you still cheer me up and makes me forget about all the sad stuffs. I'm really sorry as i always cry and cry to make you worry. You accompany through skype once you wake up till i fall asleep. You are the best boyfriend i ever had. Thanks for everything love.

Another one the most important in my life ever since in high school. She doesn't turn up due to some personal reasons. I'm really disappointed and upset when she told me that she's not coming. I wanted to share my happiness with the beloved ones,but still we don't have the chance. I wonder why? I thought our friendship will always last forever? I thought we'll be BFF since the day we know each other till forever? Does things changed? People changed? I don't know and i'm confused. What i can say,i'm pretty upset about this but i can't do anything.

The birthday dinner would be absolutely perfect if the boyfriend and best friend is here but still,i enjoyed my dinner with the who turned up and celebrating with me. Thanks for the presents and i really appreciate it. Thanks for the lovely flowers that the boyfriend gave and i'm really surprise. He's such a sweet boyfriend although sometimes can be very fierce..haha! And of course my collegemates who wish me Happy Birthday all the while and i felt so loved. Anyway i had a very happy 19th birthday in year 2010.

It's MAY!

2010-05-05T02:21:00.004+08:00

With love,Grace

Back to Malaysia!

2010-04-25T02:13:00.002+08:00

Holla everyone! I'm officially back to Malaysia on the 15th of April. I know my blog is so dead but you know as life goes on,I don't have so much time to blog as i don't know what to blog as well..LOL! I really don't know what to blog anymore but i'm not gonna close down my blog for sure as i've got so much memories in this blog so i gotta keep writing and writing. Although not much updates but at least better than nothing right? So keep visiting my blog and i'll try my best to update more so that you guys will know how have I been :)

Oh well,it's actually midnight now and i'm supposed to sleep but i guess i've consumed too much coffee today so i can't sleep right now...urgh! The boyfriend had his own activity so no one talk to me and accompany me. Since i've got nothing to do,blogging is what i can think of. So i will try to write as much as i can till i feel sleepy then i will stop alright? I'll also try my best to tell everyone about my life now. I'm actually yawning right now but don't know why i just can't sleep..wtf! =.="

Anyway i'm back to Malaysia since last Thursday. Everything turned back to normal since this week. I've gotta attend classes as i've missed 2 weeks of Sem 3. Everything was so confused and messed up as i gotta catch up everything and do my assignments for the previous 2 weeks. It's actually killing me but i've got no choice. So this term i only have 3 subjects which is Garments and Composition,Market Research Techniques and Fashion & Consumer. I've got no comment about it yet as i just attended the first class. Garments and Composition is all about drawings which i have to draw alot. I've been drawing for the whole week and i'm totally tired of drawing but thank god i got the sweetest boyfriend to accompany me all the while via Skype. What's the most exciting is i only have 2 days of class for each week..woohoo! Isn't it awesome? People might say that 2 days of class can study what? But actually we have tonnes of assignments which means we still have to do our assignments even though is not a study day..sigh! I don't know how to describe about my life in college but so far so good. No drama nor arguments between my classmates as all of them are lovely and hopefully we can maintain this till we graduate from our advance diploma. Now i realized studying is really better than working although i don't like to study. At least we've got holidays and we don't have to work till our ass off everyday. I'm going to be 19 this year and sooner or later,i'm gonna get into working life till the rest of my life. I don't wanna imagine but i know it's gonna be suffering. I don't even know how my future is going to be? What will i work as? Let me tell you what's my wish. I wish that i can be a fashion editor in a magazine company at London. DO NOT LAUGH OKAY!? Everyone has their ambition or wish right? I know it's gonna be impossible or very hard. Some said if you study hard and work hard then you will surely get the chance. I don't demand for anything. I just hope that i could be able to work in fashion industry once i step into my working life. Of course i hope that i can work in UK (i am serious). The reason is after i've been to UK,i realized that UK is way better than Malaysia alot and alot especially in fashion industry of course..hahaha! Well,i really wish that i can work in UK then i don't want to come back to Malaysia anymore..ngek ngek! Hopefully my wish come true..hehe!

So what's the next topic? Oh let me tell you about my UK trip. So i went to UK for 2 weeks. Once i touched down to London,the boyfriend came to Heathrow airport at London to meet us up and off we headed to Manchester. Stayed at Manchester for about 6 days and i really love Manchester alot compared to London. The weather was really cold when i was there but somehow i love it. As you know,everything in UK is expensive as everything is in POUNDS! So we really spent alot on food,hotels,train tickets,entrance tickets,shopping,etc! We had chinese food EVERYDAY as UK got no food to eat..omg! I really don't know what they eat everyday. So we went to chinese restaurant everyday. Most of the time had dim,chicken rice,duck rice,fried noodles, and fried rice which taste really good. We also went to Chester Zoo which was really nice. Unfortunately,we didn't go to Old Trafford stadium which was the Manchester United's home stadium BECAUSE the boyfriend planned to visit the stadium at the last day before we leave Manchester and on that day he only tell us that 'OMG..today Man Utd got match today so cannot visit'. I was really disappointed but no choice. So at last we didn't managed to go to Old Trafford but i did PASS BY LA..LOL! Better than nothing la right? At least i saw the word 'MANCHESTER UNITED' at the stadium. And now i'm officially a fan of Man Utd because of the boyfriend again. He always talked to me about football and Man Utd. He even brought me to pub just to watch Man Utd match. I can see that how much he love Man Utd but he's definitely happy because he got me to watch with him..hehehe!

Besides that,we went to Edinburgh,Scotland. We stayed there for 4 days. It was a very nice place and the Edinburgh castle was awesome. The scenery there was great and i will never forget the Loch Ness that i've been to. Loch Ness is the most famous in the world. There's a so called water horse monster since long long time ago which appeared in this lake called Loch Ness and it disappeared. No one can find it till now and now it had became the history of it. Oh by the way,i saw lots and lots of sheeps when i was in the train to Edinburgh. I tell you the sheeps is the most beautiful animal i've ever seen. Their furs was so beautiful..OMG! The last destination we went was London. London is a very crowded country and there are different kinds of humans there. I can see alot of people from different country staying there and i personally don't really like London as it's too crowded,too many cars and other transportations. Even the tube also can makes you go crazy as they have too many stations. London is an old country with lots of old buildings.

Spending 2 weeks with the boyfriend is definitely not enough for us but in this 2 weeks we get to know more and more about each other. I never know he's such a caring and good guy. We had so much fun throughout the whole trip and i'm glad that he's happy to see me. I don't know what to say but what i can say is; Thank you for everything and i truly appreciate for what you have done. Everyone make mistakes but i seriously hope that you really will change. Please don't break your promise anymore and be the guy that i love okay!? I love you TAN ♥

I do wish to continue writing but i guess this is too much and i don't think you guys got the patience to read the whole post anymore so i guess i should stop here and continue next time. Hopefully will be more and more updates okay? Will try to post some UK pictures here but i've uploaded all of them to Facebook so feel free to take a look alright? :)

XOXO.

FINALLY BABEH!

2010-03-31T12:37:00.002+08:00

Well,today is already the last day of March. How time flies right? Tomorrow is gonna be the first day of April. Its another month for everyone of us. We really should appreciate everyday as i found that time really passes so fast. And of course,i'm gonna start my 3rd semester soon like so fast right? Wonder what subjects and how many days of classes i'm gonna have for my new semester. Hopefully no boring subjects..pray hard!

As everyone knows,I should be going to UK few days ago to visit the boyfriend but wonder why am i still here in Malaysia? That is because the genius me fall sick and had a very very very serious sick until i was admitted to hospital..wtf! This just came at the wrong time isn't it huh? I've planned everything but who know's everything just messed up like that. Imagine I never go for my final exams as well. This is making me so fucked up now. What if lecturer don't allow me to take my final exam? Means i've gotta retake three subjects..wtffff! I don't know how please. But whatever,since this is the fact. I shall solve this problem right after i come back from UK. So since i was sick last week,i've postponed my trip. I was so upset and angry at myself but i deserved it because i don't take care of myself and now this is what happened to me. SO..SO..SO..I'M GOING TO UK TOMORROW BABEH! I'm freaking excited now but thinking that i've to sit on the plane for 13 hours. I wonder how am i gonna survive in this 13 hours? What can i do in the plane other than eat,sleep and movie? I can't imagine..omg! But i can't even imagine after the 13 hours of flight,i'm gonna see my lovely dovey boyfriend..omgggg! I'm gonna hug him tightly like a teddy bear in the cold weather..woohoo!! Oh my god,i can't stop thinking already! I should stop imagining as i'm gonna see him tomorrow..hahahaha! Anyway wait for my return and i shall take lots of pictures and share with you guys alright?

I gotta take a nap then wake up and pack pack pack! See you guys after 2 weeks! Mwah mwah =)

Wedding dinner

2010-03-28T20:00:00.022+08:00

It was Faye's brother's wedding dinner. She invited a few of us to the wedding dinner. So we went to the wedding dinner which located at Serdang. I don't know what to say but let the pictures to the talking. I lost the mood of blogging so please forgive me. At least i do update my blog so that you guys know what am i up to recently =)

First of all,picture of myself

Faye and mua

Faye,Grace,Rainey

You know i love you =)

Me likey this picture. Girls of the night

Eventually Faye Wong was drunk on that night. No one will know about 'behind the scenes' except those who attented. We shall know what happened to Faye and i shall remember what Faye did to me as well!

XOXO

It's comingggg!

2010-03-14T21:10:00.003+08:00

ALRIGHT! I must cool down for a moment. Let me think of what to update for my blog first. Well,everyone knows it's March now. What i'm doing lately was just normal as usual. I'm going to have my last week of classes for Semester 2 and finals is coming after a week. Which means i'm going for semester 3 on April. Time passes so fast right? I've been studying in Raffles for almost half year already. Nothing much about my college. Had fun with my Indonesian friends of course as they're friendly and kind. I pretty love to enjoy with them. But all of us hate this semester so much because of accounting and economics. All of us seems to be struggling from these two subjects. But anyway,i guess i'm ready to fail my accounting since i didnt do well in my mid-term and i don't think i can score 60 marks as the passing mark is 60..omfg! As for now,i'm trying my best for the other 3 subjects! I must pass my economics since i'm ready to fail accounting..urgh! Even though i'm ready to fail accounting but i still have to retake...sighhh! How am i gonna go through this? Whatever lahhh..i just want this semester to end as soon as possible. Left one more week before finals so i'm gonna study as hard as possible. Anyone of you here please motivate me okay? Say NO to Facebook for a week can!? TRY MY BEST!

On the other hand,Dad and second sister will be going to Switzerland tonight. Whereas the mother and I will be flying in 11 days time..hehehehe! Really can't for the day to come and i'm getting more and more excited already please! But too bad that i have to take my exam first before flying to UK. But who care's? I can't wait to fly to UK now. Someone please cool me down!! I really can't wait to see the boyfriend. You know how long I've never seen him already? HALF YEAR ALREADY MAN!!! I miss him so much already! Seriously CAN'T WAIT <3

11 more days to go :D

Happy Birthday!

2010-03-10T17:34:00.004+08:00

(Taken during our skype time without his notice)

Today is the boyfriend's 23rd birthday! Nothing much to say as i've told him what i wanted to say already. He might as well get bored if i keep saying the same thing.

It's your birthday today and i can't do anything for you,
What i can do is just wish you happy birthday.
How i wish i can be there to celebrate your big day with you together.
Although i can't be there for you but hope you enjoy your birthday with your friends.
May your wishes come true and all the best to you.
Hope that you will stay happy always and i know you're always the strong guy.
The guy that are brave and never rely on anyone.
As for now,you mean everything to me!

I love you sunshine! ♥
P/S: 15 more days to go!

It's March!

2010-03-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

It's March!
24 more days to go!!!

Outta Control!

2010-02-21T16:16:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of CNY holiday already. Which means it's time for school tomorrow. I seriously don't wish to go back to school can? I need to study like a moron once again so that i can pass my exams for this semester. I feel so pathetic but i got no choice. One more month before my finals and i'm starting to feel so nervous already can? Not to forget,i'm going to have mid terms in this 2 weeks. After mid term gotta rush my assignments and presentations which really drives me crazy! After all the shits then i'm gonna have my finals. I'm so not ready for it yet because I haven't study anything yet..urgh! How i wish time can pass faster so that i don't have to face all this anymore. I wanna get out of accounting and economics please! I must pass for this two subjects and i don't want to retake these two subjects anymore. You guys just don't know how much i hatred this two subjects! But no matter how i still gotta work hard for this month in order to pass my exam! Never be sluggish for this one month and i must study real hard for it. After exam,I'm gonna fly like a bee again! Trust me! Time passes real fast and i'm going to finish my seme 2 soon..omg! Oh yeah..did I tell you guys that i've got back my sem 1 results which i'm superb satisfied with it? Hopefully i can get flying colours for every semester and i'm gonna be more and more happy! I just can't wait to finish this semester.

Anyway,how's ur CNY? Bet everyone enjoyed their CNY right? I don't really enjoyed my CNY because i have nowhere to go. I stayed at home most of the time and slacked in the room and living room. That is why i hate CNY so much because i've got nothing to do..sigh! Having holidays makes me feel more sluggish and now don't wish to study and do my homework already! What is worst is,I need to drive to school again which i seriously hate it the most! I hate traffic jams like shit! Because of traffic jams,i have to wake up early just to get stucked in the traffic jam for about 1 hour 30 mins? This is so absurd but this is what we called KL lohhhh! But thank god sometimes i still have the boyfriend to talked on the phone with me while I was on the way to school or else I'm gonna faint in the car..LOL!

I seriously can't wait for March to come! I can't wait to see my boyfriend!!! Can't believe that i'm gonna see him next month. Getting more and more excited each and everyday! Can someone just cool me down? Furthermore,it's gonna be my first time to UK and i'm superb excited and happy! I simply miss his smile,laughter,look and the way he look at me!! OH MY GOD...I'm getting more and more excited once i'm typing this and i guess i should stop now! It's time to study so wait for my next post aye!

32 more days to go! ♥

Mani & Pedi rocks!

2010-02-20T18:58:00.018+08:00

On the 12th of February,we had a girls outing day! Another babe joined us for that day! Early morning fetched Emilia then Jenny. Our first stop would be Pavilion. Had our brunch then to Sg.Wang,then Times Square. Had our manicure and pedicure there for 3 hours. Rushed back to Sg.Wang and here we are for neoprints! It's been a while since i last took neoprints. Totally love the neoprints that we took and i can't wait for our next neoprints! When will be our next time EmiliaAng and JennyKek? Let's see our neoprints =)

Watched 72 Tenants after taking neoprints. Snapping time after the movie. Love the decorations and i simply love it!

Heart them lots!

I love her MORE!

Our pedicure! All in bright colours! I'm in PURPLE!

Happy CNY & Happy V Day!

2010-02-14T16:43:00.005+08:00

First and foremost,I would like to wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year. May everyone have a great new year and prosperous year. Enjoy the year of Tiger and may everyone stays happy everyday!

As for me,I don't really celebrate Chinese New Year. What i did is just stay at home and rot. That is why i don't really fancy CNY except getting angpao's..haha! This year is not really a good year for my family as one of our family member was admitted to hospital which was my niece. She was admitted to hospital due to food poisoning and she can't leave hospital until fully recover. But anyway,hope that she will get well soon and be able to celebrate CNY with all of us. Besides,i can't wait for my cousins to come and visit me as i miss them lots! But honestly,i miss all my relatives from Penang as well but too bad we don't go back to hometown during CNY. Anyhow,hope everyone enjoy their CNY!

Besides CNY,today is also Valentine's Day which was a very special day for couple. Although it falls on the same day but hopefully everyone can enjoy and celebrate with their beloved ones!
For my valentine;
You make me happier than i ever thought i could be. Although we're far apart, but our relationship still stay strong as always. You never fail to make me disappointed. You never know how much you mean to me. I appreciate you each and everyday. It's been 5 months since you left,you should know how much i miss you and how much i wish to see you. I'm happy to have you with me to share my happiness and sadness. You never leave me alone when i'm depressed or in trouble. You cheer me up and accompany me when i need you. You spend time to talk to me everyday. You're the best thing i ever had! I can't wait to see you next month where i could spend 2 weeks to be with you. Hopefully we gonna have a very memorable trip in UK! You're my only love,my Valentine! Babyboy,I love you! ♥

Brand new babe!

2010-02-13T10:37:00.005+08:00

Wonder why there's another girl in this picture which you guys never seen before in my blog nor my life? Let me introduce you guys this new babe of mine in my life,Jenny Kek! Well,i bet everyone of you know the one in the middle called Emilia Ang. The one who i can't live without, the one who care for me all the time,the one who accompany me when i'm depressed or moody,the one who talked and talked with me non stop everywhere and anywhere,the one who can laugh and gossip with me from day to night,the one who listen to all my complains which i can't bear with it,the one who know's that i will sleep early,the one who will find some time to meet me up even though she gotta entertain her boyfriend,the one who go SushiZanmai with me most of the time,shopping,chilling,shabu-shabu,starbucks,ice-cream,hoegaarden,manicure and pedicure,and lots lots more. We just had too many happy thoughts between us. We never cry infront of each other or gets emo. We'll start talking and laughing once we see each other. We share our secrets and we don't hide from each other. We just started to get close about one year ago but we know each other too well now. AT LEAST we know each other about the food that we dislike..LOL! Besides that,i sayang her alot of course! From strangers to friends,from friends to BEST FRIENDS! We meet each other at least once a week and this is a MUST in our routine. We don't have to plan anything and we'll definitely meet up. We've been to Singapore,Genting,Zoo,Aquaria and lots more memorable places which i will never forget. Of course,we won't forget our lovely asshole who left both of us here and went to US. The one who suddenly clique with us all of a sudden,Beatrice Chung! We had memorable times with her as well. Although our age is different but we still can get along which i felt so proud of it.

OMG! I realised that i don't have a single picture of 3 of us!?!? :(:(
(Bea,faster come back and take a group picture with us! We miss you alot!♥)

Nothing much else i can say about her as i talked too much about her. Thank you for being such an awesome babe to me and I LOVE YOU EmiliaAng! ♥

Sorry

2010-02-07T16:43:00.002+08:00

Firstly,i would like to say sorry to my mom. She's the best in this world and no can replaced her. I'm sorry that i cried infront of her and this makes her deeply upset about it. I never cry infront of her ever since i'm a teenager. She never thought i could be this weak and now i've shed tears infront of her. I'm sorry that i woke you up in the middle of the night when you're actually tired of doing housework for the whole day. Thank you for staying up late just to accompany me and make sure i'm alright. You sleep beside me,comfort me and asked about my problems. You didn't scold me even though it's my fault yet you adviced me to be more understanding to my love one. You taught me how and what should i do as a girlfriend. You talked to me for hours and i knew you are actually upset because i'm not happy. I forced myself not to cry infront of you because you said you don't want to see me cry. But i failed,i still cry without your notice. You slept beside me and i cried quietly. I don't want you to see me cry but you knew i cry and you just kept quiet. I admit that i cry easily and i'm extremely weak. You knew i don't like to be alone so you stay beside me and talked to me. But what i do is just cry and cry. You talked to me till i fall asleep. You came into my room in the morning to make sure that i'm alright. You waited for me to wake up so that i know you're there whenever i open my eyes. You accompany me while i was eating. You sit beside me while i was watching TV. You still talked to me when i don't even talk a single word. You hold my hands when i told you that i'm sad. You blamed yourself when you see me cry.You asked me to change and make sure i don't make mistakes again. You knew we're far apart and you asked me to be strong and wait for him to come back. You tried your best to cheer me up and make sure i don't cry. I'm so sorry because i made you worry about me. You're happy when you see me smile but you're upset when you see me cry. Hugging you makes me feel so warm and how i wish i can be your little girl forever and stay with you forever but you told me everyone has to grow up and i cannot rely on you all the time. I knew i'm not supposed to be a little girl anymore who still wants you to pamper me all the time but you still pampered me. You still have to comfort me and accompany me when i'm not happy. I'm really sorry mom. I hate myself for being such a weak girl. I'm sorry that you still have to see me cry even though this is hurting you. You never leave me alone. What hurt the most is i slept on your lap and cry,you're so upset but you never scold me for crying. Thank you for being such a great mom to me. I know i'm not a good daughter to you. Sometimes i shouted at you and i know i'm wrong. I'm really sorry. Please forgive me for being such a bad daughter to you. Forgive me for being such a weak girl that makes you worry all the time. I don't know how much tears i've shed while I was writing this post and how i wish you can see this post. I'm not brave enough to tell you face to face because i knew i would cry non stop and i don't want you to see me cry anymore. Anyhow,i wanted to thank you for being such a great mom to me and never leave me alone. You sacrificed alot for me and i seriously appreciate it alot. I love you,MOM!

Secondly,I'm sorry to him. I made mistakes again and i disappoint him again. I disappoint him once and once again and now i'm disappointed with myself too. He's the second one who care for me and be with me but now i've made lots of mistakes which makes him really angry. I ain't a good girlfriend because i disappoint him. I'm really sorry for what i've done and i knew you dislike about what i've done. Sorry that i made you feel that i'm so complicated. Sorry for not being understanding. I know what i've done to you. I know saying sorry doesn't mean anything but seriously hope that you will forgive me and let me learn from mistakes. I know this it not the first time but still hope that you will forgive me. I'm really sorry =(

Blah blah blah!

2010-02-06T20:25:00.010+08:00

This should be last week's post but i'm too sluggish to update so i delayed and delayed. Anyway here's some update about us. It's been a while since we last hang out together. We seldom meet lately ever since we finished our high school as we got our own studies to catch up and lots more. Hopefully we'll meet often like how we used to be last time.

Last day of shopping with the mother at Pavilion before CNY! Bought lots and lots of stuffs and i'm pretty satisfied with my clothes and stuffs. But i still don't have the CNY mood :S

XOXO

Just Random

2010-02-04T22:23:00.003+08:00

Don’t care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.

I don’t care if you are a guy or a woman .

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she’s quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she’s beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don’t say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she’s scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn’t answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her’s and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it’s over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything

- When she’s mad hug her tight and don’t let go

- When she says she’s ok don’t believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she’ll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she’s all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she’s sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it’s stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she’s important.

- Don’t talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

Found this from a website so decided to share to everyone. Bear in mind this is for boys and girls. No matter you are a boy/girl, this is what you must do to show them your love right? Anyway,enjoy =)

New month!

2010-02-01T20:33:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of February and it's a public holiday for me. Well,only for the KL lahhh! So today i stayed at home and rest! Been going out for almost everyday already so today i decided to stayed at home. Nothing much happened today. I woke up at 12pm and had my brunch then slacked around. And guess what? There's some changes in my room already. I simply fancy the light that i bought few days ago. Anyway,tomorrow is time to back to school again. I can't wait for CNY already because i wanna have holidays!!! I don't wish to go for classes because i dislike this semester so much but i've got no choice but to suffer till the end of the semester..sigh! I can't wait for CNY to come as well because i'm going to meet my beloved cousins from Penang and i'm gonna be so happy to see them..heheheh! Hopefully this year's CNY won't be that bored and hopefully i can get more ang paos...yay! Okay and i shall stop here and it's enough of crapping!

Buybyeeee!

The art of love.

2010-01-30T21:11:00.002+08:00

As usual,I know i never update my blog for long time already. You guys should know i won't be updating much. Been real bored with blogging already so i'm not a fan of blogging anymore. Will only update once a while if i have the mood or if there's something i wanted to blog about. And now i'm gonna blog about this month since tomorrow is gonna be the last day of January.

So what shall i talk about now? My life is just simple and normal as always. Attend classes for weekdays and shopping during the weekends. I go shopping once i have the free time and i'm still a shopaholic as always. Furthermore,CNY is coming in two weeks time so of course i have to shop till i drop! But somehow,I'm still not satisfied with it yet so im still going to hunt and hunt for more clothes and stuffs! :D

On the other hand,as i told you guys about my resolutions. One of my resolution for this year was SAVE MONEY! And yeah,i'm saving money from this month onwards. I know it's real hard for me but i'm sure i can do it. Hopefully can get a big present for the boyfriend! So please hope that i can save a BIG AMOUNT of money ayeeee!

OHNO! January is going to end and February is coming. Don't you think is sooo fast? Bet everyone is excited for February due to the Chinese New Year as well as the Valentine's Day..yay! It falls on the same day so it must be a very memorable and meaningful day right? Although the boyfriend is not here but he's always in my heart and he's the best valentine's gift i ever had for this entire life. Words cant describe how much i love him but i just love him sooooooo much!

Few days ago,I mailed him a valetine card as a surprise for him BUT SUDAH FAILED LOHHH! He found out at last and i'm just too stupid..sighhh! So no more surprise for him lo. Wasted my effort but never mind. At least i'm happy because i sent him a valentine card. Don't say it's lame or whatever because i find it sweet! But anyway,hopefully he will like it although is just a card.

So what else should i write about? My mind is blank and empty now. Guess i should just stop here and continue next time. Be patient and wait for my next post okay? I don't know when either but hopefully soon okayy!? I will be back again very soon. So now,i'm here wishing everyone HAPPY SHOPPING before CNY!!!

P.S:
TanFang: I just can't stop loving you! ♥
Emilia: Thanks for being with me all the time. All the laughter and gossips! ♥
Jaynes: Please date me often!!! ♥

XOXO♥

Back to school

2010-01-10T17:03:00.005+08:00

Holla everyone!! I'm back to blogging. I've promised that i must update my blog often so here i am. But honestly, i got nothing to blog again. I don't know what to crap and i don't know what should i blog about. But anyway, as everyone knows, it's back to school time. Everyone had started their school and i had my first week of class already. I can say that, this semester is totally a disaster yet a boring semester. The reason why i said so is because most of the subjects that i'm taking now got no assignments to do. Which means that all will be based on quiz,mid-term exams, and final exams..wth! I'm gonna die for this semester. But i've got no choice, what i need to do is study hard lohhhhh! If not how am i gonna pass my exams right? So as for now, i'm gonna struggle for 12 weeks and let's see how's my progress. On the other hand, i almost forgot that my semester 1 results will be release on the 1st of February..omg! I'm effing nervous can? Pray hard that i can pass all my subjects and hopefully can get good results as well la :D:D

So what else to talk about? I'm still going shopping as usual for every week which i never feel bored at all. Furthermore, CNY is coming ma righttttt? So this is the best chance to grab as much as you can!!! Hopefully the mother will buy me a new phone before CNY.

Wanted to upload some pictures but the stupid blogspot just don't allow me to do so. Forget about the pictures then. I shall stop here and update next time. Gotta do some revision while waiting for the boyfriend to talk to me.

Loves!

2010

2010-01-01T18:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

ENJOY the brand new year 2010!

WELCOME 2010 =)

xoxo

Last 2 days!

2009-12-30T14:41:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD! It's coming! It's coming! Year 2010 is coming and i'm so not ready for it yet. 2 more days before Year 2009 ends. What have you done in this year? Did you enjoyed it to the fullest? For me, there're lots of ups and downs throughout the whole year. Let's see what i've done this year and see how much i can recall.

Firstly, at the beginning of Year 2009, I enjoyed my holidays like nobody's business as i just finished my SPM. So i enjoyed for almost 4 months and i totally love it. Went to HongKong with my parents and my babe Jaynes! Had so much fun and i will never forget our first trip. On March, I started my college at Taylors,taking business foundation which i hate it like shit. However, I got to know two awesome babes, Belinda and Cherrie, as well as the other classmates. Days being with the two babes was awesome because we laugh like there's no tomorrow. And i gave up my course on June just because i can't take it anymore. At the meantime, I had a very very very worst 18th birthday this year. TRUST ME! It's really a very bad birthday for me. But anyway it's over and i'm sure it will never happen anymore. On the end of May, my second sister was engaged and they're getting married next year.

So from June, I started to slacked and slacked. Someone came back from UK on June and i've been spending most of the time with him except that three weeks ( you know when..hehe). At the same time, I went for English course at British Council to filled up my time for about 3 months if i'm not mistaken. He then went back to UK on September which has now became my boyfriend. I never thought it would happened but yeah, i'm really happy with what i've got now. I appreciate him and love him much..hehe!

Officially started my new course which is Fashion Marketing & Management at Raffles College on October and now i'm done with one semester. Got to know new friends again from Raffles College. Been real busy and stress with all the assignments and tests but thank god it's over now and i'm looking forward to the next semester. What else? Oh yeah, i'm happy for my bitch,Jaynes as well because she found her love one too! Not to forget that I went to Singapore with the parents and Emilia Ang and we shopped till we drop. Hopefully we can go Singapore for the second time again as soon as possible. Apparently, this is roughly what i've done for this year.

So what's your new year resolutions? Bet everyone will have their new year resolutions right? What's your resolutions to yourself? Your family? Your love one? Have you ever think about it? Let me tell you my resolutions...HEHEHE!

New Year Resolutions:

Study hard and pass all my subjects for every semester. Don't be a procrastinator anymore and stop being so sluggish!
Wait for the boyfriend to come back to me. Hopefully he can come back for holiday because i miss him truckloads!
Be a good girl to my parents and the boyfriend.
I want to have a great and awesome 19th birthday please!
Go for vacation with the boyfriend when he comes back =)
Be a happy yappy tappy girl everyday.
Don't spend so much and start saving!! (I don't think i can do it..urgh)

I can't think of any resolutions anymore so i guess this is it. The most important is i hope the boyfriend will come back as soon as possible!!! ♥

XOXO

Merry Christmas ♥

2009-12-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE

It's Christmas Day todayyy! Anyone got your christmas presents already? Everyone should be effing happy today because we can have presents..hahah! So let's talk about what i did today during the Christmas Day. I woke up at around 12pm which i know it's very late but that's how i enjoyed my holiday okay? I want to sleep as much as i can and eat as much i can...HAHAHA! So i woke up and had my delicious brunch cooked by my mom. Then i told my mom,'Let's go shopping!' and she said,'Let's gooooo!!'. But we don't know which mall to go so end up went to MidValley. Once we reached MidValley,everywhere is fulled of cars..OMG! All the parkings were fulled and i could hardly get into carpark can? I was getting so unpatient and i got the sudden urge to go home because i just hate all this. Who know's i get into the carpark all of a sudden and we started to search for parking. We used about 20 mins to look for parking and thank god we managed to find it.

I can tell you,MidValley was super duper crazily crowded and packed can? I wonder why so many people in the mall. Main reason is because of Year End Sale ma. Everyone was like losing control and shopped like a bitch. Well, i think i'm one of the bitch either but i don't squeeze with those humans. We enjoyed our shopping and i got so many christmas presents from the mother..hahaha! She bought whatever i want which i think is the best christmas present i ever had already. Let's see what i've got for myself, I got a superb chio bag from Topshop, accessories which is my god damn favourite from Diva, a pair of shoes from Charles&Keith and blahhhhh. Well, do you know how much i fancy accessories? I super love earrings, rings, bracelets, and necklaces!!! How i wish i can have all the accessories from Diva. I'm gonna fly like a beeeee! Oh well,cut the crap! So this is basically how i spent my Christmas Day. Went back home in the evening and waited for the boyfriend to wake up but he is sleeping like a piggggg...sighhh! I've waited him for hours but he's still sleeping. No choice lohhhh,different time ma so i have to tolerate lo. It's torturing when i don't have the chance to talk to him because i miss him so much and i just want to talk to him. I've got so much time and i've got nothing to do when i'm not talking to the boyfriend so i'm blogging here to entertain myself. Apparently, i've got nothing to blog about already. My mind is stucked and i think i've blurted out everything.

Oh by the way, I was too bored just now till i went to visit Xiaxue's blog. It's been ages since i visited her blog and i just realised that she's getting married soon...awwww! That's so sweet because she has a very very romantic fiance. You guys can check out her blog to see how effing happy she is now. Their love story was awesome and Mike's proposal was just too sweet. As you can see,i'm just too bored so i'm just sharing some stuffs with you guys.

Imissmyboyfriendsoooooooomuchhh!!♥

Christmas eve ♥

2009-12-24T12:35:00.005+08:00

It's Christmas Eve today people! Bet everyone will go out tonight for Christmas Eve celebration. As for me,i got no place to go and no idea where to go so i might as well stay at home and celebrate my Christmas eve. Everywhere must be very packed and i don't wanna be like sardin so this is the best choice to stay at home i guess. Year 2009 is coming to an end and it's effing fast. Christmas is just tomorrow and New Year is coming in few days time. But anyway, i'm enjoying my holiday now which was really awesome. I don't have to worry about my assignments and i can just sleep as much as i can. I must appreciate my holidays and spend it wisely..hehehe! Well..nothing to update so shall stop here. Will update again as soon as possible.

Any Christmas present for me? ♥

Before i end this post,i'm gonna upload some pictures to share with you guys.

My 2nd sister's wedding photoshoot as well as family photoshoot. Don't ask me when she gonna get married because i don't even know when is it. She just love to keep it as a secret so i'm not interested to ask her as well. No matter what we ask,she won't tell us anything so just forget about it.

3 sisters as usual. Tell me who's the prettiest? LOL

The Lee's family

My beloved nephew and niece.
Herman and Nana a.k.a HannahMother and daughterMother,daughter and son

Nana look so cuteeeee :DNana is so adorableeeee
This reminds me of the boyfriend gave me a bouquet of flowers which melted my heart. Wonder when he will give me then second bouquet..HAHA!

Mom said this picture is more suitable for me and the boyfriend instead of my nephew..

My dearest mummy!
I heart them lotssss!
Alot of people saying that he looks like a korean. Is it true? @.@Hope everyone of you enjoy your Christmas.
XoXo

Nothing else i can say

2009-12-19T14:27:00.009+08:00

Since i've got nothing to do now, so i've decided to blog. Wanted to study but i'm not in the study mood yet so i shall study later. But i'm doing my assignment which is painting photo frame. I'm going to finished this assignment by tonight and get my ass to study for the last exam on next monday. I've gone through the hardest week which was this week. Presentation and exams driving me nuts but thank god it's over. Anyway, timetable for Semester 2 is out. I'm gonna have 4 days class. I'm gonna study Contemporary History of Fashion, Accounting for Decision Making, Fashion Marketing and Principles of Economics..omg! I'm gonna hate this sem alot because of accounting but no matter what i still have to study for it. But of course, pray hard that i can pass all the subjects for the first semester. Then i'm gonna be effing happy!

Well,forget about the studies. Show you guys some pictures taken last weekend. Went out with the babe as she doesn't wanna stay at home so we hanged out at Pavilion. Even though exam is coming but i still accompany her. We thought of studying at Starbucks but mission failed..LOL! We end up hanging around the whole Pavilion and chit chat.

I really wanna study but really failed +__+

The babe's boyfriend came and had dinner with us and became our photographer..hehehe! It's been a long time since we took pictures and finally some nice pictures of us (:

I effing love this picture. Her boyfriend really proooo :P

Santa Claus is coming to town

The sweeet couple with nice background =)

Advertising CK

So called "snowing" at Pavilion

All I want for christmas is YOU ♥

Morning post.

2009-12-11T09:21:00.003+08:00

Picture of Agnes,Grace,Polly

Good morning people!!

It's friday and the boyfriend woke me up so early even though i don't have class. Wonder why? Just because i wanted to do my Fashion Merchandising report which is my presentation for next tuesday. Furthermore, i need to study for my final which is just next week. This is so absurd isn't it? But i'm being a real good girl lately. Can you imagine i asked the boyfriend to wake me up for revision and assignments? This isn't me at all but now it is ME! I gotta study real hard as i promised the boyfriend and im gonna prove it to the one who always being sarcastic to me. Anyhow,my exams is just 3 days which is 16th,17th and 21st. After that,i'm gonna fly like a bird. But HELL NO! I still have to do my assignments during the holiday and pass up after the school reopen..SIGHHH! But whatever,i'm still gonna enjoy my sem break like a beeee!

Oh btw,Christmas is coming! Any christmas present for me? No one is being kind to me to buy me christmas present. I've got no idea on how to celebrate my Christmas. But the kind babe Jayn date me out on Christmas eve and i seriously can't wait to meet her! New year is coming and i can't wait for it. I'm looking forward to the new month and new year. Not to forget,the second semester is coming and HOPEFULLY they won't give so many assignments anymore. My eyebags is getting serious recently and i know i look so suck but this isn't my fault okay? Blame the uncountable assignments that i have to do everyday. I even had nightmares. I dream about lecturers and i can feel the stress. This is so scary lahhhhhh! But due to the serious eyebags,i'm gonna sleep early as i promised the boyfriend. He even planned all the study time for me so i must listen and i know i can do it. SEE? SEE? SEE? He's being so good to me and i'm effing happy :D:D

I gotta stop here and continue to study. I've got like sooooo much to study! Promise to blog more after my final okayyy!? Wait for me alright?

XOXO.

New Blogskin.

2009-12-04T23:33:00.004+08:00

I don't know what's wrong with the previous blogskin. The picture got error so i can't see the picture. I got so mad and angry so i decided to changed a new blogskin. I still prefer the previous one but due to the picture and i have to changed a new one. This is the best one that i can find so hope you guys love it. I've got nothing to do now..sigh! I've been doing assignment for the whole day and i'm feeling so bored with it. Facing the lappy for the whole day really makes me feel tired but no choice. I have to finish my assignments as soon as possible. Exam is coming real soon which is after next week. I'm so nervous now as i got no time to do my revision. Anyway,today is just not my day and i'm feeling blue. I don't feel like staying at home because mummy is mumbling around. I don't like people asking me so many questions. I don't know what to say and i don't know what should i say. PLEASE DON'T ASK ME!! Enough of saying things which i don't like. Leave me alone pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I'm so outta my mind. I have my own feelings and own thoughts as well. I have to keep it to myself when i have so much thoughts on my mind. I really hate it so much! Let me cry or let me do whatever i like!

Heartbreaking

2009-12-03T22:21:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling not happy. I'm feeling so depressed. I'm crying. So much thoughts in my mind. I realised that i cry easily. But someone just being so sarcastic and makes me feel heartache. I always respect this person. Although we seldom talk, but he's still my beloved dad. I don't know how to express my feelings but i really felt upset because of him. He don't care about my feelings at all. He's being sarcastic all the time. I don't feel loved from him. Does he treat me as his daughter? Does he care bout my feelings? What am i to him? I felt so disappointed. He went to HongKong and mom asked him to buy stuffs for me. He bought for me but he's being so sarcastic when he talked to me. Why must you talk so much after you bought the stuffs for me? If you really don't feel like buying for me then just don't buy it. No one force you to buy for me. I don't feel happy either when you bought all the stuffs for me because you're being so sarcastic to me. I just hate it when you talk about things which i don't like to hear or hurt my feelings. I'm your daughter and i do have feelings. If you think it's wasting money then just keep the money to yourself and i don't want it. I rather have nothing from you. I just don't wanna hear anything that hurts my feeling. But since you've said it then i have to accept it. I keep it to myself. I keep silence and i don't blurt it out. I locked myself in the room and i cry. I don't wanna let anyone of them to know that i'm such a weak girl. This is so heartbreaking..sighhhh! I'm so speechless...

EMO SHIT!

Bad romance

2009-11-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of November. December is coming..time passes really fast! Year 2009 is going to end soon. New life is coming. Can't wait for christmas. Can't wait for the time to pass even faster as i cant wait to see my sunshine. I'm still busy with my assignments as usual. Every week have to rush my assignments like shit. How i wish i can have very very long holiday but too bad i don't have. I'm gonna finished my 1st sem soon and i can't wait for the finals to be over. My finals will be during the Christmas week. After finals,i'm gonna have only ONE WEEK of holiday..what a pathetic! Which means i don't have much time to rest only..sigh! Even though i'm blogging now,but i still have to do my assignments. Why i got so many assignments to do unlike others? Although i got lots of assignments to do but i'm glad to have this kind of life. This shows that i did something useful in my life and future. Making myself busy and occupied will let time pass faster. At least i wont feel boring anymore. It's been a long long time since i said 'I'm bored'..LOL! But there's a bitch who're distracting my life. I'm gonna fuck that bitch if she still wanna be so bitchy! Just wait and seeeee! Don't try to say anything about me and my boyfriend again! Or else you gonna die on my hands. Fuck you bitch! Don't pretend infront of us anymore. Don't think we don't know your fucking shit stuffs. Don't try to be good with us because we knew your true colours. So stay away from us and we won't pity you anymore because you're too over! So be aware and mind your words. Don't be so bitchy!

Enough of complaining and i'm gonna off to study for my quiz. Update asap! =)

Just 3 words.

2009-11-24T12:51:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, this is not a post about myself. This is a post to my beloved one. I don't know why im writing this post but i just want to write anything about him. I had a boyfriend who has been so sweet to me, showing me his love which i felt so loved. He talks to me whenever i'm depressed. He spent most of his time for me which i felt so touched and happy. He makes me happy whenever i'm moody or angry. He always joke around and i always take it serious even though i know he's joking. He called me every single day so that i could hear his voice. He's changing his bad habit and of course i did change my bad habits as well. I promised to be a good girl of him and yeah,i'm still trying my very best to be better. I got jealous whenever he talks about other girl...heheh! I bet every girl will get jealous as well when their boyfriend is talking about other girls right? But this shows that how much i love him. He says 'Love you' to me before i sleep which i love it so much. He'll make sure that i sleep tight and wakes me up for school. I love the way he called me. I love the way he pampered me. I love the way he smile to me. I just love every single thing of him. He got angry when i did something wrong or say something that hurts him. I'm really sorry and i promise i will never say that to you anymore. I made mistakes and i'm gonna change it. I know sometimes i piss you off and say stupid stuffs, and now i know how much you dislike it. Therefore, i'm gonna fix it and make things right. Time passes so fast, we've been together for two months plus and still going on. Although we're far apart, but our love still stays strong as always. I'm not by your side whenever you're lonely or moody but i will still always be there for you. I'm gonna wait for you to come back as i promised you. 3 months is going to over and we just gotta wait for another 6 months and you'll come back to me. This period is real tough but this is worth because i found someone that love me much. I really wish to see you badly and i do miss you lots. I'm thinking of you every single day. I miss your hugs and everything. I miss the days you hold my hands. I miss the days we hold our hands together when you're driving. I miss the days when we go for movie. I just miss the days when i'm with you. I really wish that time could pass as fast as possible. Honestly, i never thought i could be yours. But now i'm really happy with what i have now and i truly appreciate you. I hope you know how much you mean to me.
I'm the girl who worries as you walk out the door, The girl who will stand by you through everything, The girl who is proud to say YOU ARE MINE. I'm the girl who loves you with my whole heart.

Just 3 words, ILOVEYOU!

ilovemysunshine ♥

I'm still aliveeeee!

2009-11-13T20:33:00.002+08:00

My blog is totally a shit now because there's no new post in my blog. But no choice, i'm fucking busy like hellllllll can? I got so much stuffs to do yet so little time. Assignments every week and i don't even have my sweet time. Everyday have to do my assignments so that i won't have to rush my last minute work. Besides, test and quizzes popping out almost every week. Please kill me...sighhh! Anyway i don't think i will update my blog that often anymore as my life's been real hectic for me and i'm so lazy to blog nowadays. As time goes by, i'm bored of blogging already and i don't even know what to blog either. I'm not gonna blurt out everything now as i still got to study for my Fashion Merchandising test next week so i'm gonna stop here. Shall update again if i really got the free time or the mood to blog okay? You guys can follow me in Twitter as i will update my Twitter most of the time...heheheheh! Do keep in touch with me aye? Oh yeah..sorry bout not updating my trip to Singapore. I'm just so lazy to do so. You guys can see my pictures from Facebook if you guys are interested. If not then just forget about that shit.

ILOVEYOU SUNSHINE! ♥

Just for her.

2009-11-05T22:51:00.005+08:00

As time goes by,everyone has grown up including me and her. We know each other since 15 years old and we're now 18 years old. Although its not long but things changed alot. From childish to mature. From a little girl to a teenager. We've gone through lots of ups and downs. She's always by my side whenever i'm happy or sad. She's the one who can read my mind and understand my feelings. She's the one who cheer me up and make me smile. In this 3 years,she's the only one who care for me so much besides my family. She never leave me alone or ignore me. I talked to her whenever i want to. I cried infront of her when i failed to be a strong girl. I told her jokes and even any stupid stuffs. I told her MY EVERYTHING and she know me the best. We both shared alot of secrets. We used to see each other five days a week but now we could hardly meet each other. I miss the days talking to her about my stuffs. I miss the days laughing around with her and crap all day long. I just miss her so much. I treated her like my little sis due to our birthday. She's the one who never break her promise. She still treated me as her best friend even though we're now in different college and seldom see each other. She's my closest friend among all and no one can replace her. But anyway,finally she found her love one. I'm really happy for her. Finally there's someone to take care of my girl. Sometimes she might be very weak and yet i couldn't be there for her. But now there's someone who can cheer her up anytime she wants. The one that truly love her and willing to take care of her. I can see that she's really happy now. Hopefully she will be happy with her love one. She will no longer telling me all her big secrets because there's someone to listen to her stuffs. We wont be able to watch any movies anymore because she has her love one to watch with her. We wont go shopping that often anymore because her love one will shop with her whenever she wants. Everything might change alot. But anyhow,i still feel happy for her because she finally found her Mr.Right. Hopefully they can stay happily together.

To her: No matter what happen,i will still be there for you and i love you always ♥

Trip to Singapore

2009-11-04T22:26:00.002+08:00

Will blog about my trip to Singapore as soon as possible.
STAY TUNE ♥

It's been so long....

2009-10-26T17:56:00.004+08:00

Well,it's been so long since i blog i know. I almost forgot about my blog ever since long time ago..LOL! Recently am not really in the mood to blog. So much words to write it down here but i just don't know where to start and how to start so just forget about it.

As everyone knows,i'm back to my college life so what i did recently was just going to class,doing my bloody assignment,and so on. College was not bad but there're really truckloads of assignments to do. I have assignments every week and i'm feeling so stress about it. I've been thinking about it for everyday before i sleep because i'm afraid i don't know how to do or i don't know what to do or mayb i can't finish it on time. This feeling is so scary. The subject that i've been so stress up was Colour Theory...duhhh! Imagine you have to mix the colours for every week just to do your assignment. All of us were complaining about it and we even complaint that we're gonna be colour blind..wtf!

So what's next that i should talk about? As usual,i went shopping every week and i bought stuffs every week. I'm getting crazy and crazy nowadays. I can't live without buying stuffs. Ever since i study in Raffles College,i bought so much stuffs from top to toe just to satisfy myself. This feeling is totally awesome!! Now that i've got so much new clothings in my closet which i haven't got the chance to wear them. No offence,just saying that how crazy i am. No doubt,this is what we called shopaholic? I know i am...HAHAHAHAHA!

OH MY...October is coming to an end and November is coming. Why time passes so fast? Year 2009 is going to end real soon. Seriously,i've been planning to go UK to find my sunshine but unfortunately my dad don't allow me to go so i've got no chance to see him..sighh! I'm really very sad. I can't be able to see him and i still gotta wait and wait. I really miss my sunshine which i really cant describe my feelings. No one will know how much i miss the sunshine. Tell me how? I really wish to see my sunshine so much..sighh!

Picture of myself to show that i'm still alive..lol

NANA as usual

My Textiles assignment. Pimp my bag in graphic

This is the colour theory which i've been talking about it. Never think it's easy. It can actually take your life and waste alot of your precious time just to mix all these colours. You can eventually become colour blind if you mix more colours..LOL! FYI,this is not my board. My board is extremely ugly =.="

Gotta stop now. I'm gonna burn the midnight oil tonight and do my COLOUR THEORY assignment! And i'm waiting for my sunshine loveee!! Will update next time! =)

Happy Birthday!

2009-10-23T13:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CHERRIE CHONG!

Finally you're legal now and u're a big girl. No more a little girl anymore. Take good care of yourself and be positive. Look forward and there're lots more happiness waiting for you so enjoy life and live your life happily! You're always my beloved girl in my heart.

Lots of love,xoxo ♥

Party.party.party!

2009-10-11T22:05:00.015+08:00

KENT CHAN'S 18TH BIRHTDAY BASH @ POPPY,PASSION

Last Saturday was Kent's birthday celebration at Poppy. It's been a long long time since i went to club with my high school friends and of course i miss them truckloads can? Kent managed to asked so many of us to attend his party. Most of us attended the party. Apparently it was awesome because i got to meet most of my high school friends. Well,just enjoyed the moments when i'm with them. I don't enjoyed the atmosphere at all. In fact,i fucking hate the embience that night due to the HUMANSSSSSS in the club. I'm suffocating like hell can? Anyhow,got to meet some friends there either like Sam Lee,Kenny Lim,Thye Wei,Wai Lun,Kai Sen and lots more. Met my Raffles college mates,Aaron,Agnes and Seva as well. Seriously,I'm getting bored with club as there are always millions of people inside and i don't find it fun anymore. Perhaps,i shall stop going club for a period? That's a very good idea i guess...hehe! Whatever it is,stop all the craps and i shall show you guys all the pics =)

Sher Yi and mua.

The birthday boy,Kent Chan

My driver of the night..YenLai!

Kwoon Kew hiding aside..

We arrived at about 12am and everyone was waiting for us..hahaha!
Kent,Nicole,SherYi,Peggy,Grace and EngJoo

Leon with the 4 sexy ladies..LOLKent,Nicole,Leon,SherYi,Peggy,Grace,LeslieSurians and MutiariansThank god you guys can see me :D
EngJoo the wannabe! Michael Jackson No.2 =)

Kian Tact is drunk!!
Longtimenosee Nico! MISSYOU!

The girl in love Peggy and me

Saw the crowd? :S

Seva the Russian guy from FMM and Agnes from FD

Me,KitSiang,and the lovebug(Leon&Nico)

They gone crazy after club. They're not drunk
BUT HE'S DRUNK..LOLOLOL!

Jien Min is soooo drunk! And he look so retarded here..hahahahha

Elwin looks so dead as well :P

He's scolding someone...hahahahahha

To KENT: Hope you enjoy the party and you're finally legal now! Once again,Happy Birthday dude!!! Hope you get a girlfriend as soon as possible =D

Sweetest thing.

2009-10-04T22:20:00.008+08:00

Picture of myself recently.
Watched Sorority Row today with the mother at Pavilion. This movie really freaks me out..wtf! It's totally gruesome and disgusting. But anyway it's kinda nice so you guys should watch it. I watched the trailer of Phobia II. That one is mother fucking scary i tell you. It's a Thai movie. I think it's an interesting movie..hahahah!

I simply love this ♥

Show you guys some of my pictures since my blog is getting boring.
Showing my butt face. LOLOL

I'm so ready for college now :D:D

P/S: You're the reason for my smile ♥

Mooncake Festival

2009-10-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

Happy Mid Autumn Festival to everyone!

LOL..i almost forgot that today is mid autum festival day. Well,i don't celebrate it because i-dont-know-why. No dinner with the family or anything. In fact,i had my dinner alone in my house. As time goes by,I don't fancy mooncake anymore. I found it very sweetening and i'm bored with mooncake. So i've not been eating mooncakes for about 2 or 3 years..LOL! The best mooncake i've ever ate was the ice-cream mooncake from Haagen Dazs. I simply adore it so much. Can anyone buy me some? Oh by the way,it's been a long long time since i last played lantern and candles. Whatever it is,i hope everyone enjoy their mooncake festival with their family,friends of their beloved ones.

On the other hand,Grace is going to start her college next monday. Superb hectic wei..hahaha! Tomorrow is the last day for me to shop till i drop. Recently really bought alot of stuffs till i almost gone crazy..wtf!! No doubt,Fashion is just my life and i can't live without it. That is why i'm going to study Fashion Marketing&Management. Bought high heels from Charles & Keith at MidValley yesterday. Bought a shorts and legging at 1U today and i'm going to hit Pavilion tomorrow and continue my shopping..yaysss!! Call me shopping freak =)

Good night everyone!

Genting Trip.

2009-09-30T20:56:00.011+08:00

One Day Trip with the girls @ Genting

During the Hari Raya break,which was last friday,i was sleeping and suddenly Emilia called and asked to go Genting with Beatrice. Since i got nothing to do so i went. MeeKuan and YuenJune went as well so 5 of us so we hit Genting at the afternoon. On the way to Genting,my PMS pain was killing me like shitt. I wish that someone can kill me on that time. At last,Beatrice stopped at Gohtong Jaya and guess what happened? I vomitttttt....LOL! What's the problem actually? Is my PMS problem or Beatrice driving skills problem? Hahahaha..but i felt better after vomit. I ate a pack of KitKat and two tablets of menstrual pain medicine. I completely feel better once we reached Genting. Thank god that i don't feel the pain once we arrived. If not,i guess i won't enjoy my trip. So we only went to Theme Park on that day. Although its just a short period but we had lots of fun hanging around..hehehe! Here's the pictures that i've been waited for so long. Finally Beatrice Chung sent me the pictures.

From this picture,i know i'm extremely short =.="

Was on the phone with KRAZY :D

Grace,June,MeeKuan,Fellest

Okay,get ready for the first ride,Spinner :S

Actually i'm scared +_+

OMFG..i look so sucks @.@

Camwhored :D:D

EmiliaAng,my darling!! My new bitch :D

Three of us had been real close recently. We always hang out together and had so much fun. Although our age is different but we still can gossip around and laugh like maniacs. Most of the time we met in the club. Really gone so crazy when i'm with them. I love both of them lotssss! But Fellest is going back to US soon..sighhh! Who's gonna sing KRAZY song for me next time? Who's gonna drive us to Genting? She cant share her secrets with us anymore..sob!

I camwhored while i was waiting for them to play Cockscrew. I'm afraid of heights,so don't ever ask me to play all these kind of games. Perhaps,Merry-Go-Round will be the best? LOLOLOL

Last picture of the day =)

Last day of September and let's welcome October :D

Do you like it?

2009-09-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

Grace is back! Today is the last day of holiday already. My holidays just ended like that. Should i be happy or not? Well,i pretty enjoyed my holidays and i had lots of fun during the holidays as well. And class will be starting tomorrow..sighhh! I think it's time to update about my life now. I'm gonna end my english coarse after 2 weeks. I will start my college on 5th of Oct. I will be taking Fashion Marketing & Management at Raffles International College. My dreams come true. I always wanted to study that coarse and now i'm here for it. Can't wait to start my college life back. At the same time,i gotta change my lifestyle and attitude as my dad said. The brilliant father got mad all of a sudden and i got serious fuck from him. Since he's the one who always thinks that he's right,so i have to listen to him. Try my best to change my lifestyle and get back to my study life. No more slacking around and wasting time like shit. On the other hand,i gotta study real hard as i promised someone. Be a good girl no matter what. Oh my god,September is going to end just like that and October is coming. I don't know what to crap all of a sudden. Oh did i mention that i chop off my hair already? At first i went to curled my hair for permanent. After 3 days,it turned out like shit so i asked the hairstylist to chop it all away and now my hair is so short. Not that short like bob hair but it's still short for me. I've always love my long long hair but i just can't believe that i chopped off my hair just like that. Whatever shit it is,chop off the hair and new life to me. Will show you guys my latest pictures soon. Wanted to blog about my Genting trip but i'm still waiting for the handsome BeatriceChung to send me the pictures so just wait and stay tune. By the way,FINALLY i changed my blogskin. You know it's like finally,after so many months..hahahahah! So do you like it? I just want it to be simple so this is what i want. There might be some 'cacat' part but just kindly ignore it because i don't have that much of patience to do it. Gotta thank my babe,Jaynes for giving me comments and help out a little bit. So please tell me that you love my new blogskin okay? =)

YOULOVEME! ♥

Already Gone.

2009-09-21T15:22:00.001+08:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, Oooo, oh
Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone...

P/S: My current addiciton

My crazy girlfriends.

2009-09-19T14:50:00.014+08:00

Last Thursday,my parents went over to Penang and i refused to go with them so at last i stayed at home. I asked along my babe,Jaynes to come over my house for sleepover and she came. What a good chance that she can come over when my parents are not here. Do you know the feeling was so awesome? No one fucking care about you and you can just hang around like shit. So on Thursday,i waited for her to come over. Dressed up and off to fetch Faye Wong and we headed to Pavilion. Lunch at Madam Kwan's,chilling session at Starbucks and some little shopping.

Camwhoring is a MUST :D

Me with spec..LOL

Faye is so cuteee :P

3 of us got the same nail color and guess which is mine (:

This is what we did before we went for dinner. Three of us gone mad all of a sudden and took all kinds of retarded pictures from webcam and here's a few of the retarded pictures. Some look fucking stupid so i'm not going to show it...hahahaha!

The next day,we went to The Gardens for lunch and window shopping. Back home slacked and rest. And we went to Phuture and Velvet @ Zouk.

Do you know why my eyes is not looking at the camera? Because i did not wear spec nor contact lens so i can't see where's the camera...LOLOLOL! I know it's fucking stupid but who care's?

Jaynes and mua

Eric and Me Jaynes,Grace,Alvin,Daryl,WenXian

THE END.

I don't wanna care.

2009-09-17T10:38:00.003+08:00

I know i've been missing in action again. I'm really sorry for neglecting my blog and i know my readers got really bored with my blog already. But i've been really really busy lately. As i said,so much things to say yet so little time to talk about. After so much things happened,i became so weak now and i'm so over it. I'm the girl you'll never be. Things are changing every single day. So much hidden thoughts on my mind recently but i just don't wish to blurt it out because i don't wanna spoilt my mood. I don't want my mood to fickle everyday so i shall just enjoy my day and move on. But after all the shit things happened,i'm back to normal again. Glad to have my girlfriends around me. Last few weeks was so hectic till i got no time to blog but i know it's time to blog and update. So come back readers and keep visiting my blog. Don't forget me okay? =)

LOVEME LOVEME!

912 ; 1140

2009-09-13T00:26:00.002+08:00

So much words to say yet so little time to talk about it.
Feeling so moody yet miserable.
Can someone just help me?
But looks like i wanna be alone now.

So leave me alone and i'll be fine.

*Pinky promise*

First day of the month.

2009-09-01T21:53:00.002+08:00

Was browsing through my bessie's blog and saw that finally she updated her blog. Since i saw my picture from her blog so i just save it and post here since i'm kinda lazy to ask her to send it to me. Well,i met up with her about 2 weeks ago because i miss her fucking much and i miss chatting with her so i texted her and thank god she's free to entertained me. I'm so glad to see her of course as i used to see her everyday during high school. We bitch and gossip about almost everything. I just can't stop talking once i saw her. But i know she won't feel annoying at all because she loves me..HAHAHA! Anyway as usual,our favourite spot will be Starbucks. I love this way and i hope we could meet up like this more often aye? =)

Sisters loveeee! Heart you big time ♥

I simply love today's weather. Went to class today as usual and guess what i found out? I saw the announcement saying that we'll be having holiday from 8th of Sept till 27th Sept. Which means that i will be having 20 days of holiday? LOLOL!!! What am i gonna do during the holiday? How am i gonna spend it? Well,i'm waiting for my babes to finished their exam and hit the mall.

Sexy bitch

2009-08-31T21:52:00.002+08:00

First and foremost,Happy Merdeka Day to Malaysia!

Secondly,forget about my super duper dead blog. I know my blog is getting boring nowadays. If you guys hatred it then just forget about my blog. But at least i wont leave my blog alone. My blog is always my best diary which contained lots of my memoirs since the past few years and i appreciate what i've wrote in my blog. Anyway cut the crap and time to talk about my stuffs. Apparently,i'm still doing fine and nothing much happened to me. This week was a bit hectic as i went out for almost everyday. Pretty enjoyed being with my friends and at least i don't have to be alone. Well,i just hate to be aloneeee!

Thirdly,everyone of you should know that i've not been to club for about......2 weeks plus i guess? Well the reasons is because of my eye infection so i've been a good girl staying at home. BUT...most of my friends asked me to go club for almost gazillion timessss!!! People started to called me whenever that's Friday or Saturday. Finally,i went to club on last saturday. Well,that's not what i want as well. Maybe started to get bored of going club perhaps. But anyway,i went to Poppy that night with Emlia. Big thankyous to Eric for the ride because only we know why..LOL! Emilia and I followed Eric and his gang this time. Someone gave me a big surprise by showing himself at Poppy but actually it's not a surprise at all because my sixth sense told me that he will be there...LOL! Henry,Kenny,Brennan were there as well and yeah...i'm waiting for the pictures from them. Who else? Oh yeah..Wai Lun and Thye Wei's gang were so crazy and i don't even dare to go near them..wtfff!! But they're still good friends of mine..hehe! What i did on that night was just dancing alone right beside the DJ's staircase because i could hardly breathe man! So standing over there is the best and i can even get to see anyone...LOL!

The next day,mom woke me up and we had brunch with the family and my relatives from Penang. Then went over to Mid Valley with mummy at about 3pm. Bought a pair of high heels from Charles and Keith,a purse and a bag from Topshop! I just fancy all of them...smooochesss! Although i know i spent alot but who care's? Shopping is the only way to makes me feel blissful and super duper happy. I gonna go for another round of shopping soon...heh! Rushed back home after shopping and headed back home. Prepared and get ready to go to Beatrice's house party. Karen came to picked me up and gave Beatrice a surprise..LOL! I'm sure it's a surprise for her although she said it's not surprise at all because she know why..hehehehe! That's how i celebrate my merdeka eve.

Besides,i would like to wish my friends who are going have their exams soon. Good luck to my bessie Jaynes. Faye is going to have her exam too. Not to forget about my two girlfriends as well. Cherrie and Belinda who will be having their mid sem soon so study hard.

Anyway,gotta stop here. Stay tune for the pictures as the pictures are still with Eric and Brennan so gotta wait for them to send me.

I only have a picture of Eric. Took this picture while he was dancing =)

He says 'A candle may melt,and it's fire may die,but the love i have given u will always stay as a flame in your heart'.
So do you like it?
XoXo

Tagged by Rainey

2009-08-26T22:34:00.002+08:00

1.Who was your last text from?
Steven Loke

2.Where was your default picture taken?
my room

3.Your relationship status?

Single

4.Have you ever lost a close friend?

guess no

5.What is your current mood?

kinda moody and disappointed..sigh!

6.How many siblings do you have?

Two!

7.Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?

CJ and Evelyn

8.Where do you wish you were right now?

somewhere that can make me feel happy all the time

9.Have a crazy side?

of course..especially when i'm with my best friends

10.Ever had a near death experience?

Not at all.

11.Something you do a lot?

Shopping,eat,music,movie,and......blahh!

12.Angry at anyone?

kinda..duh

13.What's stopping you from going for the person you like?

i don't know...duhhh

14.When was the last time you cried?

few days ago =.="

15.Is there anyone you would do anything for?

i don't know..

16.What are you thinking about when you are falling asleep?

some happy moments or maybe sad stuffs

17.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

18.What is your favorite song?

Together-NeYo

19.What are you doing right now?

Blogging and listening to music

20.Who do you trust right now?

family and best friends..and maybe someone i love in the future?

21.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

pyjamas from lasenza

22.Have you kissed someone in the past week?

23.Who is your friend that lives closest to you?

Kong Choong Yean but we seldom see each other..LOL

24.Describe your life in one word?

Miserable..sigh

25.Who are you thinking of right now?

people =.="

26.What should you be doing right now?

read magazine

27.What are you listening to?

Now I'm That Bitch by Livvi Franc ft Pitbull

28.Who was the last person who gave you a hug?

Cherrie and Belinda..just few hours ago =)

29.Who was the last person who yelled at you?

mummy but i don't care :D

30.Do you act differently around the person you like?

No because I am who I am..LOL

31.What is your natural hair color?

Black.

32.Who was the last person to make you laugh?

Cherrie because she's always crazy and she can always make me laugh my ass off.

33.Who was the last person to make you sad?

You know and I know..

34.What do you hear?

hear what?

35.Is your hair curly or straight?

Straight.

36.Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?

NO =.="

37.Do you have a best friend?

Definitely yeah

38.Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?

39.Do you use smiley faces on the computer?

yeah like this =),(:,=D,:D

40.Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

forgot

41.Are you happy with life right now?

not really..i want to be more happy

42.Are you currently jealous?

Jealous of people who are in a relationship...LOL

43.What jewelry are you wearing now?

Thomas Soba pendant from my sister

44.What were you doing on friday night?

still thinking

45.Have you ever had your heart broken?

Yeah of coz :(

46.Have you ever broken someone's heart?

yeah...haha

47.Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?

YES...very disappointed

48.What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?

fever..cough..sorethroat..blahh

49.How late did you stay up last night and why?

12am because i'm extremely tired

50.Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

nope.

Not gonna tag anyone.

COUGH,COUGH,DAMN!

2009-08-22T22:56:00.002+08:00

I'm back to blogging once again. My blog is fucking dead but what to do? Nothing much happened on me so i've got nothing to blog about. Furthermore,guessss what!? I've been staying at home since last tuesday till today...!!! What the hell i'm doing? I got one week of holiday but yet i stayed at home..ishhhh! But i don't know why,i don't feel like going out. I've got no mood for shopping or hanging out. I prefer to stay at home although i've got nothing to do. Reasons about why i stayed at home is because i'm still having cough. I've been coughing since last week and still not recover..sigh!
Anyway i'm just to lazy to do anything. Well,actually i wanted to blog more but i'm really sluggish so i'm sorry about it. Maybe will blog more next time aye? One week holiday juz ended like that. Class starting on next monday and it's time to back to school. Anyone wanna be my driver and drive me to school everyday? I just hatred the traffic jam so much.

I'm hungry..maybe some cookies?
I'm eating cookies who bought by someone..LOL!

Back to normal.

2009-08-16T13:54:00.004+08:00

HOLLA PEOPLE!
I'm backieeeee!!! Did anyone miss me? Sorry for the long hiatus again. I've been missing in action for few days i know..!!! I'm not busy or anything. I'm just having SICK! Really suffering laaaa. My brain almost explode. No energy to walk or do anything. What i can do is just lie on the bed and sleep for the whole day. I had fever,cough,sorethroat,flu,and i forgot. But anyway,now i'm fully recover....HAHAHA! Last few days i'm sick like a dead fish but now i'm recover,fulled of energy..LOL! I gotta thank my beloved mummy for taking good care of me. I love her tooooo much! Once i recover,guess what i'm thinking? I miss SHOPPING and i miss FOOOD! It's been a long time since i went shopping and it's been a long time since i eat delicious food. I only eat bread and porridge when i was sick. I miss those delicious food so much. Now finally i've recover. Time to go shopping till i drop agan and eat as much as i can. I miss Pavilion,i miss Starbucks.....ahhhhhh!! I miss my two girlfriends,Cherrie and Belinda. I miss my bitch Jaynes and i miss my beloved Faye! I promised to go shopping with her but till now still couldn't make it. I'm sure she gonna hate me already. No matter what,I must go out with her because i missss her loads. Anyway,i will be having one week of holiday which means no class for a week so yeahhhhh...I'M FREE! Anyone wanna date me? Shopping? Yum Cha? Lunch or dinner? Supper? LOL...

Oh by the way,my eyes got infected again....sighhh! This time,no contact lens for a month and what's the worst is......no makeup for a month tooo...WTF! Never mind,i can wait! I will be back with contact lens and nice makeup after a month..LOL!

So what's next? I bet everyone knows that i've lost my ipod nano and i'm feeling so depressed about it. You know i love my ipod fucking much and now i've lost it. So guess what my dearest mummy did for me? She asked my dad to buy me this...!!
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TADA.....IPOD TOUCH! *loves*

These pictures was taken long long long long time ago..LOL! The night where i know all this new people. Gotta thank Appjle for forcing me to go Barcelona with her,if not i wont know all this awesome friends..hehe! It was my first time to Barcelona and...no comment!

Kevin Khoo,Mua,Joe,Eric!

Appjle,Eric and mua

My sweethearttt!

Still four of us (:

Ah Chuen look damn cuteeeee :D

That's all for today!

Pop till you drop!

2009-08-09T23:34:00.002+08:00

Peggy's sexy 18th birthday @ Poppy

Celebrated Peggy's birthday at Poppy last night. Hope that she enjoyed her birthday. As everyone knows,Poppy is such a crowded place and i almost cant breathe okay? I don't know how the people can stand the atmosphere like that. No doubt,people still love going there and enjoy till they drop included me i guess..LOL! Anyway i got to met lots of friends and yeah,this time i really gone tipsy..wtf!

Last but not least, Happy 18th birthday to Peggy Chai. May your dreams come true and hope that you will get a boyfriend soooooon ayee? =)

Paranoid.

2009-08-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

Currently still in the paranoid mood. I'm afraid to be alone. I don't wanna be alone. Still thinking about the incident that happened on me. I'm afraid to drive alone. I don't know how to overcome this. Someone please talk to me!

I'm feeling so lonely. No one care about me :(

Did anyone miss my niece,Hannah? (:

She's so adorable. Don't you think so?

I hate this feeling. Good night people!

The worst day in my life.

2009-08-04T20:38:00.002+08:00

I had my scariest and worst day in my life. I never thought this would happened on me. How can someone be so bad luck like me? So many things happened on me in this year and i really had a hard time. I thought i can forget about the past and enjoy my life but my life isn't that easy as i thought. And today,i finally know the feeling of scared and it's really scary. And guess what the fuck happened to me? I think i should tell the whole story from the beginning.

I planned to consult doctor for my eyes as i don't think it's fully recover. So i went alone because mummy wasn't free. And when i reached the roundabout near Leisure Mall,there's a traffic light so i stopped there. Suddenly,here comes the 2 mother fucking idiot/brainless/fuckers/cibai malay guys sitting on a motorcycle came beside my car and broke my left side mirror. The he took my bag away. I shouted when he broke my mirror and i was stunned when he took my bag away. I don't know what's happening and i don't know what to do. No one came to see me or ask about my condition. What kind of Malaysian? I was so scared and i'm so lost. I cried out loud and called my mom. I was so panic and scared. That feeling was so awful. I was crying and crying while waiting for my mom and sister. I was so scared till i hugged my mom so tightly and cried. Can you imagine how scary it is? Maybe you will feel that it's not scary as you thought. But you will never know the feeling until it happen on you. I kept thinking about the scene when that fucking malay guy broke my mirror. That sound really can makes me faint. I seriously hope that two malay fucking guys will get choke and die into pieces. Really fucking cibai lahhhhhh!! I hope i can have a chance to chop them into pieces.

What's the worst is the things in my bag. My precious purse which contains my IC,driving license,all sorts of cards,credit card,and the most important is my money. Mom gave me RM500 and before i went out,she told me to put in the pocket but i just don't listen to her. Now i feel so sorry to her because i lose it like that. I should have listen to her. Besides,my Ipod Nano just gone like that. I love my Ipod Nano because it's limited edition and now gone. Why am i so bad luck in this year? So much things happened to me this year. Urgh..i just can't stop myself from crying. It's really the worst day i ever had in my life.

And now,i hate to be alone and i'm afraid to be alone.

Little G is BACK!

2009-08-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Penang! Finally i'm back to my home sweet home. Did not have much fun at Penang though. What i did there was just eat from morning till late night. Besides,we visited alot of my relatives. It's been a long time since i last saw them so we visited. Pretty satisfied with all the foods that i've eaten there. Well,kinda lazy to blog about it because i'm feeling tired..sigh!

Maybe i shall blog tomorrow and here's a picture of 3 of us. It's been a long long time since 3 of us took picture together. We're the girls in black..hehehe!

Class starts tomorrow.God bless me *wink*

Forget me NOT!

2009-07-29T18:49:00.002+08:00

OKAY! I know i've been MIA for god damn long already. I started to hate my blog now as i don't update often..sigh! Put the blame on my phone as i cant take any single picture now. Doesn't fancy my camera so don't feel like taking pictures with my camera. Anyway i'm still alive in this universe..LOL! What i've been doing recently was just shopping and shopping for almost everyday..urghh! I've been a real bad girl lately because i spent really TOO MUCH!

Apparently,this month was a dreadful month for me and don't ask me why because i don't know the answer as well. Been slacking for one month plus and i'm turning over a new leaf i guess? Can't wait to start my english class next week and you guys shall wait and see what coarse i'm gonna take next. So what's more? July is coming to an end and August is coming.

Nothing much to crap now as my mind is so blank right now. Anyway i will be going to Penang tomorrow and will be back on Saturday. Finally,i'm back to my family's hometown and i'm gonna visit my beloved cousin sister and her new-born baby. Besides,hopefully i still can meet up with my other relatives as we seldom meet up and gather together. I felt kinda left out as i don't have much close relatives because we're staying far apart from each other. But what's the most important of going to Penang? FYI,i love to eat and eat so is time for me to EAT TILL I DROP! I guess i'm gonna list out all the foods that i gonna crave when i'm there. *saliva dropping*

Anyway,i promise that i will take tonnes of pictures after i come back from Penang kay? I don't wanna see my blog getting bored too so i shall update more start from next month and tell you guys every single bits of my life. So come back readers and forget me NOT aye? Guess i gotta stop now and i really need to start packing now if not i will be damn sluggish to do so. It takes a long long time for me to pack my belongings even though is just 3 days 2 nights..wtff!

P/S:
FayeWong: Sorry that i have to put you aeroplane for this week but i promise you that we'll make it to next sat aye? You better save your money and stay at home this week and we'll shop till we drop next week k? Not to forget,you still owe me Starbucks lady :P
Cherrie: Don't forget to update me everything about you and miss me more k? I will miss you lots,my babi husband. LOL
Jaynes: PLEASE show up and date me out because i'm dying to see you BITCH!

Enjoy my life to the fullest.
Miss me.
Pamper me.
Care me.
Heart me.
Love me. ♥

Crapology Shit

2009-07-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

Guess what i've been doing lately? I'm still having my own sweet time. Slacking and enjoying my holiday like nobody business. Anyway i'm going to start my english coarse on 3rd of August at British Council. Apparently,nothing much happen to me. Is just that my brilliant family makes me upside down now. After crying and feeling so down for few days.i'm feeling so much better now. Why should i care when they don't even give a damn? Since they don't wanna care so why should i care? I still can live my life on my own. I still have my beloved mother who loves me alot. Anyway stop the crap.

So what's next? There's only one word in my mind which is SHOPPING! Seriously i can't live without shopping. And it's time for me to shop till i drop again. Looks like i didn't stop myself from buying stuffs but what to do? Sales is everywhere and i just can't stop myself. As for now,im dying to look for heels. I'm so in love with heels now so i'm looking for high high heels. Am going for shopping with Cherrie tomorrow so i shall shop till i drop again. Does anyone wanna come along?

One of my purchases and lot's more coming upppp!!!

This picture was taken on 2 days ago. Visited my new bunch of friends who are working for Dell Roadshow at TBS. They're all Appjle's friends and they're so friendly and funny..LOL!
Daryl,Me,Belinda,Eric,Kelvin

By the way,there's problem with my phone now. I can't even take any single picture..sighhh! So how am i supposed to camwhore? It's been a long time since i camwhore and now i wanted to camwhore so much. Does anyone wanna buy me a new phone? Or can anyone borrow me your phone so that i can camwhore? I FUCKING WANT A NEW PHONE..!!!

Alright,enough of crapology shit. Stop typing and am jumping off to bed. Good night people.

GLORY MAN UTD

2009-07-20T22:39:00.004+08:00

180709 Man Utd Vs Malaysia @ Bukit Jalil Stadium

Yeah,i'm not a fan of Man Utd. But i went to Bukit Jalil and watched the match.

First time watching football match and a big experience i shall say. Got to see Wayne Rooney and Michael Owen but not Ronaldo..sigh! Anyway here comes the pictures =)

Saw the crowd? WTH

We support Malaysia

Is U! Michael Owen :D

Final score: 3 : 2

Can't take it anymore.

2009-07-17T23:01:00.002+08:00

First and foremost,sorry for the long long hiatus.

I've been so lazy to blog lately as i've got nothing much to blog about. Furthermore,no pictures to share with you guys so can't dig out anything to fill up my blog. Or maybe i should find back my camwhore mood aye?

Finally,i got to meet up with my BFF Appjle Chin. It's been a long time since we met and talk together and i miss her truckloads. But what to do? She's busy working and spending her sweet time with her lovely boyfriend so she got not much time for me. Anyhow,i still managed to meet her up yesterday and hopefully we can work together and have lots of fun. You know i love you lots right? She's like my sister who can talk to me and understand my feelings. Although we don't see each other often but i still wanted to tell her everything and voice out my feelings because she understands me. I really appreciate this.

But now who's the one who don't understand me at all? All my family members except my mother. I only share my stuffs to my mother because she's the only one who will be my listener and listen to me. Although sometimes she might be humble but she still listens to me. She sacrificed alot for me. She cared for me. She want's me to be a good girl. My mother is the one who always get scolded from my father and both sisters whenever i'm in trouble or gone over the limit. As i'm getting older now,i don't know how to communicate with my sisters anymore. Our age gap is really a big problem. They didn't even try to understand me. In fact,they always grumbled about me. I know i'm not a good girl in my family but at least i respect each and everyone of my family members but what do i get? I started to feel like i don't love my family anymore. I'm tired of communicate with my sisters and father. No matter what i say,they just don't give a damn or understand me. They don't even care about me even though i tear. Is this what we called as a family? It's really sad when i have to type all this in here because i'm feeling so suffering. I tried my best to hold back my tears but this just can't help.

I'm speechless..sigh!

Can i just get out from this hell place so that i could feel better?

J's 18th Birthday

2009-07-08T23:06:00.008+08:00

070409 ( Jayn's 18th Birthday @ Pavilion)
I know i'm hell late to blog about this but still i wanted to blog about it because it was my bessie's big big day! Anyway although it's simple but i simply hope that she will enjoy her entire birthday. I do really hope that we could meet up more often =)

The shopaholic gang as what Faye said.

The birthday girl.

Me and Her

Girls in the mirror. LOL

X0X0

Party like a rockstar

2009-07-05T20:44:00.009+08:00

This post should be started from last thursday. My girls which was Cherrie and Belinda finished their exams on thursday so we decided to meet up since its been a long time since we hang out. So i went to TBS and picked them up and off to Sunway Pyramid. We watched Transformer. I shall say that the movie was awesome and cool. I bet everyone loves it as well aite? After movie,we went back to Belinda's house and slacked. Had our dinner at Asia Cafe and guess what? We hit the club to MOS. Well,we actually planned to go since weeks ago and now finally we make it. It was my first time to club with my college mates and it was also Belinda and Cherrie's first time. They were hell hectic and effing excited. Apparently,i had a great time with my college mates especially Cherrie and Belinda..heeee!

My laughing partner Cherrie

Belinda and mua.

Yen Li and Me!!

Yen Li,Belinda,Cherrie,Grace,YauWell,eventually we made a big mistake and you know why? Because we forgot to take pictures in the club. What a waste i know. But we just don't have the time to take pictures as everyone was busy dancing and enjoying. It was my first time to MOS and the atmosphere was okay and yeah.

Belinda and Cherrie came over to my crib for sleepover and we pretty enjoyed alot. I love being with them because i can always laugh my ass off. It's been a long time since i heard Cherrie's lame jokes. We went to Pavilion on Friday for window shopping and chilling session.
We actually planned to go club on Saturday again but unfortunately Belinda have to go back to Ipoh so she can't join us. But never mind,i know there will be more chance..hehe! So left Cherrie and I went to club. This time we went to Poppy. I still prefer Poppy no matter what..harhar! I enjoyed at Poppy more than MOS. But guess what? I saw a big fucking rat at Poppy..wtf! That fucking big rat ran over my legs and i screamed like a moron. Scary la can? :(

It's been a long time since i camwhored so now is the time. For your information,my eyes finally recover and i'm effing happy wei. I can wear contact lens again..heeee!
Finally,a very nice picture of me and Cherrie. I always appreciate the times being with you. The times when you always makes me happy and fool around with me. I heart you babe!! (NOT BABI..lol)

There's still pictures taken at Poppy but the pictures is not with me so gotta wait for the pretty girl to send it to me so just stay tune and wait for my pictures (:

P/S: Stop partying and be a good girl. LOL

Memories.

2009-06-30T21:55:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the long hiatus,blame me for being such a lazy bump..heeee!! I'm not neglecting my blog nor get bored of blogging. I just don't know what to blog lately. Nothing special for me to blog yet i still don't have the blogging mood..sigh! But since most of them asked me to update my blog so i shall fulfill you guys..heeee!

Apparently,today is the last day of June already. Time passes so fast yeah i know. I still gotta move on and rely on myself. Trying my best to enjoy every single day. Keep all the happy moments in my heart. What about the pedestrian? Did i just forget the pedestrian? Well,no point of thinking about the pedestrian anymore because it's not worth. The pedestrian that i once used to care so much and now the pedestrian is just nothing to me. You have nothing do with my life anymore. Everything is just the matter of time. It's not easy to forget the pedestrian but at least i tried my best. Crying for the pedestrian is a big NO-NO for me. Somehow,i should say that i'm happy enough without the worthless pedestrian. As i said,no turning back anymore and i mean it. I know this is hell bored for you guys but this is the only way to comfort myself or prove that how strong i am. So am i strong enough? As for now,i'm looking forward =)

Enough of craps i guess. So what's next? Since July is coming,guess who's big day is coming? That's my fucking awesome bitch Jaynes Yap. Her birthday is coming in few days time so i shall plan a glamorous birthday for her. This is the 4th year to celebrate her birthday so hopefully this year will be a special and memorable one for her.

Since it's been a long time since i post pictures so now i'm here to share my old pictures..haha! Just wanna tell you guys how much i enjoyed with my bessie. Although we're far apart now,but u're still my forever BFF. I hope you won't forget all the happy moments and hard times that we've gone through.

Taken on year 2008 before Christmas Day.

SBS Prom Night

We both used to love neoprints. What a maniac. We got lots and lots of neoprints. Some look damn retarded but some look so sweet..LOL!

Sekolah Seri Suria Prom Night. I miss my high school..wtf!

I LOVE MICKEY! This statement is specially for Cherrie Chong since she said she don't know. LOL

And i love winter season *wink*

Being with her is always the best.

Back to the kiddie world.

Our trip to HongKong

Best friends? We're more like sisters (:

We always miss HongKong fooooodd!

I heart this picture alot.

♥ People say best friends are hard to find,that's because the best is already mine. ♥

R.I.P to MJ

2009-06-26T21:57:00.002+08:00

R.I.P to Michael Jackson.
He is the world's entertainer of all times. The 'King of Pop' was a massively talented boy man with a gentle soul. His music will be remembered forever. He was known as Jackson 5 as he started to sing at the age of 5 and his musics is always the best. Even though he won't be here anymore,but his songs will never leave.

Bitchy me.

2009-06-25T00:46:00.004+08:00

It's about 2am now and i'm still awake.
I should be sleeping right now but i just can't sleep.
Since i'm hell bored and i don't know what i can do so blogging is the best to kill my boredom aye?
Furthermore,no one is free to entertain me and i'm so lonely..lol

Well,actually i don't feel like blogging because i don't know what to talk about.
Not in the blogging mode i guess..wtf!

Anyway,for your information,i quit TBS already.
I'm not studying business foundation anymore and i'm out of TBF!!!!
Felt so relieved and happy after suffering for about 3 months.
And now i officially ended TBF in Taylors Business School.
And i'm enjoying my holidays now like nobody's business.
So what's next? Where will I be in the future?
As i've mentioned,i always wanted to study mass comm or fashion management.
So let's see what will i decide.
For now,i will enjoy my holidays and think what i really wants.

On the other hand,i'm going to Akon's concert wei!!!
I can't wait,i can't wait =)
Anyone's going??
I'm effing excited..heeee!

Can anyone just makes me happy for a moment?
Urgh,kill me please.
I don't feel comfortable at all.
Everyone is asking why am i so unhappy nowadays.
Duhh..just don't ask me why because i don't even know why.

Who will ever heart me sincerely?? :(

Happy Daddy's Day.

2009-06-21T21:55:00.005+08:00

Happy Father's Day to all the daddy's in this world.

Everyone must be celebrating father's day aye? As for me,of course i celebrated with my family. This year,we planned to dine at a different ambience. Guess what cuisine we had? We had German cuisine which was really thumbs up!!! They served mostly PORK. You can eat from nose to tail. You will never know delicious it is until you try it. The place was located nearby Bukit Bintang called Elcerdo.Porkielicious. ELCERDO.

They gave free color pencils and color paper for the kids.

The best beer in Germany called Hoegarden.

My lovely Nana.

Another type of beer

Here comes the pork rib. Two thumbs up!!! DELICIOUS!

Cheeeeeeerrrrrss!

TADA!!!
The piglet. The best piglet i ever had.

Do you know they actually used the plates to cut the piglet? This is to show how crispy the piglet is. And that's the boss giving instructions to daddy on how to cut the piglet. Damn chun wei.

Last but not least,a picture of the Wang's family.

I love you,Dad!

Stop me please.

2009-06-17T23:03:00.003+08:00

WTF! WTF!
Can anyone just stop me from going shopping?
I'm going to kill myself sooner or later.
I just can't control myself.
Shopping is really part of my life and i can't live without shopping.
Can anyone just give me more and more money so that i can shop everyday?
Furthermore,guess what is happening in the mall?
S A L E S!!!

So guess what happened today? I accopanied Belinda for dinner because no one dine with her. Since i don't want to leave her alone,so i accompanied her. Went to Sunway Pyramid and guess what we saw once we get in the mall? We saw lots of girls holding MNG plastic bag and the crazy maniac Belinda almost scream her lungs out..LOL! She dragged me inside and i saw a big crowd ..omfg! Everyone was so crazy about it. Fitting room was so scary because the queue was fucking damn long. We grab as much as we can and bought it without trying. This is how crazy we are. I'm afraid of myself..lol! But still,shopping with Belinda can makes me feel how much i enjoyed shopping..hahaha!

P/S: BABI Justin is so lame and i will surely bend him whenever i see him next time so WATCH OUT!

P/S: Am having ECS presentation on this friday and i'm fucking nervous can? Pray hard and wish me luck people.

♥♥♥

Love me or hate me.

My lips like sugar...

2009-06-14T11:27:00.004+08:00

Shopping with Belinda yesterday at Pavilion.
Once again,i hate myself so much because i bought stuffs again..sigh!
I'm so speechless BUT this is what i called as satisfaction!
I'm loving it *wink*

Starbucks is a MUST for my shopping day!

I'm shy larrr =.="

Wonder why i wear my fucking spec? Just because my eye infection forever can't recover and it's so irritating. Because of contact lens,my eyes got sensitive now and i need to stop wearing contact lens for a period..sigh! What a pathetic..

At my sister's new crib

I hate taking pics with my spec on..LOL

This is fucking ugly =.="

Grace is fucking sick now =(

Temptation.

2009-06-08T20:47:00.003+08:00

Life is all about FOOD!
We should eat as much as we can and hunt as much of food as we can right? So Cherrie,Belinda,YenLi,WanTzi and ME made a promise to hunt for bak kut teh today. Since our class starts at 12pm today so we decided to go for bak kut teh. At first we thought of going to SS14 but who know's it's not open yet..lol! I thought bak kut teh should open very early? It was already 10am but it was still closed. Since five of us can't wait so we decided to go Klang. I know it's crazy but heyyy..everyone should know that Klang is famous for bak kut teh right? So since i'm one of the sakai who neva eat Klang's bak kut teh before so of course i wanted to have a try. I thought it would be very far to go Klang but who know's it's god damn fast..lol! Just 15 minutes and we reached. We had our bak kut teh at one of the shop which was introduced by WanTzi since she was from Klang. I forgot the name of the shop but i only remember the area was called Bukit Raja. For your information,i don't go Klang that often. Just once in a blue moon..lol!

And finally,the bak kut teh that i've been craving for long long time and now finally i got the chance to try it. It was delicious and i would definitely go Klang again to try out more bak kut teh..hehe!

Both of them look like tourists..LOL! Wanted to take picture as memories...LMAO!

Had BMA test today and i'm in deep shit now. I guess i really made a big mistake. I should not make this decision. Or maybe i should have voice out earlier. I'm stucked in the middle and i don't know what should i do. Which way should i go? I didn't know it was that tough to make a decision and now i'm having a hard time. I've been thinking about it for a long time but still,i couldn't find the solution. What do i really want actually? I've got lots of unanswerable questions on my mind but i just can't find the answers. I don't even know what the hell i want now. I need a break. A break that would allow me to make the best decision.

P/S: Hopefully my eye infection will recover as soon as possible because it's suffering :(

Poppy freakos!!

2009-06-07T16:08:00.007+08:00

06.06.09,Jacqueline's Birthday @ Poppy.

Last night's party was a blast!!!! Totally awesome!!!
The best party night ever..hahahaha!
You will never know how crazy we are because all of us gone so maniac and insane. Most of them showed up last night and everyone enjoyed like there's no tomorrow. There're just too many of them who showed up last night. But the main purpose is actually Jacqueline's big day. Got to meet lots and lots of friends and i'm so happy to see them..heeheee!

Mua,Kelly,Peggy

The 3 girls who always go club together...LOL

Before we gone tipsy :P

While waiting for the guys....

See who's this? The fucker Henry Kuan..haha! I miss him fucking much!!! Finally we got to club together. This is one of the reason why i enjoyed last night because i got to see this fucker after god damn ages. I must post this picture in my blog because he said it's been a long time since i post his picture in my blog.

And this is Brennan

Kenny and Me. I knew him since 4 years ago and we lost contact and now i found him agan in the club..LOL

This is Tay Chee Hien!! He's my primary friend and we used to crap from morning till night. He can always make you laugh your ass off. Never seen him for ages too and now met him back again. Still the same,i miss him fucking much!

Wai Lun and Me. Knew him for 2 days and our first time meeting in the club.

Thye Wei and Mua. Finally got to meet him for the first time after knowing each other for 4 years..LOL! Wth...4 years again =.="

Andrew and Me. He's just tooooo cute for me..hahaha!

And guess who KO-ed last night? Tada...is Elwin Leow and Eng Joo!!!

Last but not least,Happy birthday to Jacqueline *mwah*

Happy yappy tappy!!

2009-06-03T22:50:00.007+08:00

EDITED*

Our booth

Saman everyday =.="

Working hard :D

Hard sell-nya.

Damn chun right?

Mua,Cherrie,Belinda,Sabrina and Darren

Busy selling +__+

Finally,it's YED DAY today.

Everyone was pretty hectic and excited about this event.
It was a blast yet awesome event.
It was also my first event in Taylors.
Had so much fun with my classmates and i can see how cooperate we are.
And guess what?
My class got the first runner up wei *claps*
And we got RM500..yays!!!
Felt so proud that my class group 1.3 from March intake actually got the 1st runner up..hehe
Anyway cut all craps and let the pictures do the talking.
Not much pictures were taken because i was too busy promoting the t shirts :P

Belinda and Babi Cherrie..haha

The guys from my class..

Due to the fucking hot weather,we went to Club 9 to chill and camwhored.
Amanda,Mua and MunnYee

Then Belinda joined us

See how sweet we are? :PTrying to act like 'lala'. Cherrie's favourite..LOL

MunnYee gone EMO

And US.

My lovely Faye and Rainey came all the way to TBS from main campus to visit me and of course they bought t shirts from me..hehe! I heart them! Since they bought t shirts from me so i sacrificed myself to take a picture with them...LMAO! (Faye,pls appreciate this pic..haha)

*Stay tune for more pictures*

Come and join our YED

2009-06-01T20:19:00.002+08:00

It's June now. As i said there will be an event at Taylor's Business School.
It's Young Entrepreneur's Day!!!
It is an event for the charity so everyone is invited to come and join us at TBS.
There will be lots of booths from different classes selling different stuffs.
As for my class which is 1.3 from March intake will be selling T-Shirts.
So please do come and support especially my class booth aye..heehee!!

Engagement Day.

2009-05-31T23:13:00.004+08:00

300509-Saturday
It was my sister and my brother in law's engagement day.

Just because i wanted to take pictures so i wear contact lens and it hurts me deep shit..wtf!

The new couple (Evelyn and Frank)

See how loving they are..woohoo!

I don't know what this picture means but obviously i'm single and available..LOL!

My new new new brother in law =)

They had an engagement dinner at Cava which was located at Bangsar. Only 16 of them were invited so apparently,it's just a small yet memorable dinner.

My elder sister and Nana :D

18,30,33 and that's our age of the 3 sisters..hahaha

Their wedding cake and it's the most delicious cake i ever ate. The cake is from Alexis so everyone must go and have a try

Tadaaa.....

P/S: That's all the pictures i've got because there're professional photographers who took pictures for us so i gotta wait for the pictures. It will take about weeks to get the pictures so just stay tune aye.

It's the last day of May and tomorrow will be the first day of June. Time passes so fast till i don't even realise it but somehow i still gotta look forward. So what's the coming activities?

Young Entrepreneurs Day at Taylor's Business School
Sister and brother in law moving into new house.
Party,party and party
And the last will be my fucking finals..wtf!!!

Oh god,tomorrow will be Monday and i hate Monday because it's time for school :(

I'm lovin it.

2009-05-29T21:03:00.004+08:00

It's been a long long time since i talk about my life. I don't know what to talk about my life. Sometimes i can be extremely happy but sometimes not. I always laugh my ass off when i step into college. You know why? Because of Cherrie Chong..LOL! I'm glad that i have Belinda and Cherrie as my best friends in college because they can always cheer me up. But sometimes,i can be hell emo for don't know what reason. Apparently,i don't know who the fuck i am now. Whatever,cut the craps. Well,i'm fine with my life. I'm fucking busy busy busy. I don't know why i'm so busy but i'm just busy. Busy with classes and crazy assignments. Lots of replacement classes coming up which makes me feel so gruesome. Furthermore,finals is just next month. Damn fucking fast can? I've been so addicted to Gossip Girls lately. I'm currently watching Season 2..yays! I know i'm late but who care's? XoXo,Gossip girls (:

Let's talk about today,i did not went to college today as my red eyes is driving me crazy. My mother kept mumbling about asking me to consult doctor. So today i went to hospital to consult eye specialist. Hopefully i can recover as soon as possible because it's so irritating. After consulting doctor,the mother and I headed to Mid Valley for brunch. We had our brunch at Delicious (my all time favourite).
My Carbonara Spaghettini...yummmeehhh!!!

Here's the pictures of me and Faye from webcam. We're just too bored so fooled around through webcam. Oh by the way,i think i didn't mentioned that i dyed my hair already. Anyway,check out my new hair colour. I know it's not clear but i will upload more pictures about me soon so stay tune.

Anyway,i gotta stop here. Time for Gossip Girls and i gotta sleep early as tomorrow will be my sister's big day! So good night people! Hope you guys have a nice weekend. *wink*
*smoooooocchhheeessss!*

The Happy Couple

2009-05-27T21:26:00.004+08:00

The objective of this post is about my sister and my future bro-in-law. Finally,they're going to be engaged on this saturday,30th of May. The couple had gone through lots of circumstances everytime. Happiness and sadness always happened and that was the time they shared together and be with each other. They hold on to each other and they appreciate each other alot. And now,they're going to another stage which will be the engagement to ensure that they gonna be the couple for the entire life. I'm really happy for them especially my sister.

Finally,my second sister get into the marriage stage. Although sometimes i hate you alot because you always scolded me,asked me to do this and that,but still i love you alot. You take good care of me and always pampered me. Although we didnt talk much due to our age gap,but i still love you because you're my greatest sister. I felt so lucky because i've got two precious sisters. They're always my awesome sisters. Our age gap is really a big problem but so what? We still love each other! I always complaint to my mummy about asking my sister to get married as soon as possible so that she wont be staying with us anymore because she's annoying. But now i felt so regret because she's really going to move out from this house and get started with her own family. She will be moving to her new house next week which means that my house just left the parents and I.

Looks like i don't know how to appreciate the times i had with her and now i'm feeling so upset because she's not going to stay with me anymore. We wont be seeing each other once we get out from the bed. We wont be having our dinner that often anymore. We wont be sharing clothes,bags,shoes and whatever stuffs like how we used to be anymore. Everything gonna change in a few days time. I gonna be all alone without my 2 sisters soon. They're having their own family wheareas i have to move on by myself and be with my parents. But anyway,i'm glad that i'm one of the family member in this family. I appreciate all my family members especially my parents.

My eldest bro-in-law was great as he gave all his best to my sister and their two kids. And now i'm pretty sure that my future second bro-in-law will give all his best to my second sister too. Apparently,i love both of my bro-in-laws because they love me alot too...heee! Last but not least,i hope you both will stay happily ever after and happy everlasting love.

Invitation card for my eldest sister and I.

Register Announcement Party (:

The New Couple (Evelyn ♥ Frank)

XOXO*

I don't belong to U.

2009-05-25T21:50:00.004+08:00

My mind is blank. Totally blank..
I kept away from everyone because i don't want anyone to know about my weakness.
I isolated myself for don't know what reason.
I hold back my tears and pretend everything is okay.
It's been a long time since i blurt out my stuffs to the one i trusted.

I kept everything inside and i'm not gonna voice out any single word.
I need to take a break away from everything and everyone.
Tired of being myself but yet i still have to move on.
I'm having a complicated yet a sorrow life and i need to get through all this.
I know that i can do it because i have to be strong.
All i need is just a simple yet happy life.
I used to be a happy-go-lucky girl and yeah, I know i'm still the one.
I will never be weak infront of anyone anymore.
As time goes by, everything seems to come to an end.
Finally, there's a full stop.
I'm glad that i still managed to smile everyday because i've got my friends.
Besides that, i still have my family who pampered and love me as a little girl.
Although i might feel lonely all the time, but at least i live my life as how i used to be.
I had a very sweet dream in last 2 months and now i'm back to normal again.
No more sweet dreams but to move on and look forward.
I'm just imperfect so leave me alone and i'll be fine.
I wont rely on anyone nor trust anyone so easily.
That's just killing me and it's so awful.
But still, i've learned alot.
Ohh..what a love story.
But now, it's just memories in my heart.
♥♥♥
(Please excuse this post as i'm just kinda emo)

Yeah,i'm the crazy bitch.

Stop being a shopaholic!

2009-05-21T21:12:00.005+08:00

CAN ANYONE JUST STOP ME FROM GOING SHOPPING!?

I've been spending so much for this month and it's really gruesome okay? Shopping really can takes my life away because i can shop non-stop and spend non-stop..LOL! Today we supposed to go for our 2 hours English class only as other classes had been canceled. But due to our laziness, the three of us ended up skipping the 2 hours class and went shopping. Can't believe that we're so daring..haha! So early morning i went to TBS to picked Cherrie and Belinda and off we headed to Pavilion. Had our brunch at Mong Kok and started camwhoring like nobody's business again..heeeee!

All in white and guess which is mine (:

These two crazy babes of mine are my best friends in college. They're my sunshines because we always crap alot and laugh like there's no tomorrow. We can laugh from the beginning of class till the end of class. Most of our college mates asked 'Are you guys from the same high school? How come you guys can be so close?'. Just because we've got lots of stuffs to talk about especially Cherrie. She can made us laugh till we get tummy ache. As for Belinda, she's my best shopping partner. Most of the time we bought the same stuffs because we've got the same taste and yeah, we spent alot till we're so broke now..duhhh!

Mirror is always our best friend (:

Okay,i know i look damn funny here =.="

I love hats *wink*

And this is Grace and Belinda.

I bought a hairband and Cherrie bought a sunglasses from Forever 21. Then we headed to Sg Wang. Guess what we bought again? We went into Vincci and boooooooooommmm!! I bought a pair of heels, Belinda bought a pair of heels and a sunglasses and Cherrie bought a purse. OMFG! We just cant stop ourselves from buying stuffs. But apparently, i heart my new heels..heee! Seriously,i wonder why girls will only feel satisfied after spending all their money? No matter what,they just wanted to spend all the money then only willing to go home? That's so weird isn't it? But no doubt,this is what every girls did right? As i said,the best therapy for girls is always shopping. For me,shopping is the way for me to forget all the sadness and release all my stress. Anyhow,we still had loads of fun today. But of coarse it would be more fun if we have lots of money...LOL!

Last but not least, a picture of myself. And i'm here to announced that,I'M OFFICIALLY FUCKING BROKE =.="

P/S: I'm so addicted to Gossip Girls! X0X0